since i have been MIA for quite some time,
i just wanted to make it known/announced that
i am done
i am clean
i am sober
i have been me again for the last several months

and i wouldn't have it any other way.
i am over this identity crisis

when i watched movies like (500)days of summer, and lost in translation
i was like wtf? this was terrible

now i have a newfound appreciation and i lovelove these movies.
simplicity in life is beautiful.

i give moe than i get and am eeling weak. why do i eel so dependent when i pide mysel in being an independent

i also uined my laptop and am missing some buttons... geat

i'm torn.

i wish for no one further to intercept this happy single life

i feel sick.

this livejournal is too much of a reminder of everything that was right and that was wrong.
just seeing the layout overwhelms me with sad memories.

i am so goddamn weak.

i'm in over my head

I'm reminded of you every time i hear this song, and it kills me every time.
i miss you

instead of stepping forward i've taken 2 giant leaps back.
when will this end and why do i keep coming to him.
am i really so masochistic ?

i really really really need to stop doing this to myself.
next week it's gonna be about me.