I'm so very lost right now. Things are crazy and my first instinct was to reach out to the one person I can't bring myself to let in. I just dont know how to grasp this.

To whom it may concern ( Read more... )

According to you I'm a bitch...well guess what I don't care. talk all the shit you want. I've been out of the picture for so long yet you feel the need to talk trash about me still ( Read more... )

        dear ch-ch-ch Chellllllllllloooooooo,

Happy Birthday!!!!!!

onelife1chance

things are going good.

work is great.

i've actually been quite social lately.

it's crazy to think of who i was a year ago and the person i am today. I've come really far.

been hanging out with an old friend lately. hadn't seen her in years. she was surprised at how much i've changed my life around.

i'm gonna be more then okay.

I got 99 problems but a bitch aint one!

And so it goes, another hope killed. I don't know why I bother being optimistic about these things. You can only lie to yourself for so long. Too bad, I almost thought you were worth it..

I wish you were around for me to tell you how awake I am.

2 for 1 special.

what?!?

I typed out a big entry and deleted it.

I can't say what I truly mean.