i miss the days when i could freely type what i felt at the exact moment i felt it. yeah i miss the internet.

I couldn't sleep last night. The scent of you was keeping me up. So strong. On that shirt you let me have. And for a second I felt like you were next to me. Like old times. Like old times. Flashbacks to the beginning. To all the feelings I used to have. All the memories. All the good moments. All the bad ones. All mixed together in a ( Read more... )

sometimes i like to sit or stand next to people that are having an argument. i like to know that i'm not the only one having problems.

Every time I see a house decorated for Christmas, it makes me wanna cry.

so ive been really bitchy lately. like really. i kinda like it though. telling everyone off. having confrontations with stupid people. i must be pmsing hardcore. up and down mood swings. sleeping over laurens house. shes always good at making me feel better. singing culture club songs in the car and pigging out at friendlys. dropped alot ( Read more... )

I really wish someone would reach out and hold me. Like right now.

Wow what a blur. Lately. In and Out of the Mall. Christmas sucks. Working retail sucks. Watching everyone have someone sucks. Holidays remind us single people how lonely life really is. Did I need that reminder? No. So Ive been working alot. To keep my mind off of things. So I dont slip into a full on depression. Drinking way too much ( Read more... )

-The Clash "Rock the Casbah"
-Wham "Wake Me Up (Before You Go-Go)"
-Naked Eyes "Promises, Promises"
-The Knack "My Sharona"
-Frankie Goes to Hollywood "Relax"
-Prince "1999", "Lets Go Crazy"
-Elvis Costello "Pump It Up"
-Rick James "Give It To Me Baby," "Super Freak" (i dont know if these count since they came out in 1979/80)

David Gray "Babylon"Friday night I'm going nowhere ( Read more... )

this feeling is out of control. It hurts so bad. Like my chest is being crushed in. And I cant even get a few words out. To save myself. And my tears are everything I ever wanted to say. But couldnt. Everything I kept in. Every secret. But no one sees or understands. And even if they did. They would question my sincerity. The ( Read more... )