I really wish you would give me a second chance. I miss feeling loved, for real.

Ive been on myspace for the last 8 hours. Wow, what a waste of time

so i slept over laurens house tonight. but i didnt do much sleeping. been on the computer all night. havent done that in so long. for some reason im not even alittle bit tired. i guess its the usual thoughts running through my head that are keeping me up. keeping me going. god. i hate wishing. it gets you no where. it gets me no where. ( Read more... )

Love is a summer thing.

i miss alot of stuff lately. Feeling particularly melancholy. For no apparent reason. Maybe its the season changes. Who knows. Or the million thoughts running through my head. Obsessing over decisions I cant change or wishing I could make better ones. Wishing I could be a better person. Wishing I wasnt so stupid all the time. Wishing I could ( Read more... )

"And when she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know that's she doesn't mean you"

Nikka Costa "I Gotta Know ( Read more... )

I miss my old friends.

Its been awhile. The last few weeks have been up & down. All over the map. I've been writing alot. Everything I wanted to say at a given moment, but couldn't. The last few journal entries are from my notebook. The ones that are less recent are dated. Read em if you want to.

I'm not drunk enough for this. It's funny. The view outside your window. It looks like summer. I wish it still was. Get me drunk. Make me forget everything. Please. I want to forget. Im restless. I need a reason to end it all. To end this feeling. Anything. Let me feel it. Its always the same. Try not to feel it. Breath in deep. Cause thats all you ( Read more... )