I've realized what has made me sad. It wasn't losing Jill, but trying to give up and relinquish any hope for the future. I now see that Jill needs her space, and I respect that, but I am not giving up. While I'm at college, I want Jill to be the happiest she can be, and if she finds someone who makes me look like a slug comparatively, then so be it
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