Um.... Headed up to see Kyle this weekend. I'll let you know about it when all is said and done.

I have to work tomorrow... the first Satruday I have had to work since I've been here... but I'm getting paid time and a half for it, so oh well.

and.......I don't know.

LOST makes me happy....

As do episodes of South Park where they intentionally try to lose a baseball game....but more... EVERYONE is trying to lose

Scrubs makes me happy... but that was last night.

The most ironic thing about these things that make me "happy" is that they are essentially depressing. Maybe not the South Park one, but both of the ( Read more... )

It's funny where life takes you when you feel like you have no way out. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and start acting like a real person. It's hard, though... because sometime I think its me. And sometimes I think that this is serious. We all know that there are things unseen and right now I just want to be able to fake it like I used ( Read more... )

I'm kinda pissed off right now. I don't really think you have a right to treat me like this, but I guess you were never one to really care about how other people felt. I know there were times when you felt like I betrayed you, but I never did. And everytime I was put to the test for you, I took your side. EVERYTIME. And after all the bullshit you ( Read more... )

hm......

my aim isn't working. mother fucking bullshit.....

I'm tired... really. And i suppose I don't have much to say.....

I'm still sick. Almost 2 and a half weeks now. Stupid fucking cold. wtf....

I keep having dreams about you and I hate it. Because then, when I wake up in the morning, I still have this fantasy in my head that you are hear and I am disappointed when I finally open up my eyes to the reality of things. This has been hard.....I know that I can ( Read more... )

So I didn't go out tonight. First Friday since I have been here (and not sick) that I haven't done something. It's kinda nice, you know? Took a bath and chilled out. It's good to relax.

Gilbert sent me this bullshit survey the other day... you know where they ask you questions about yourself and you fill it out... questions like "who was your ( Read more... )

What do you want me to say?

I am hopelessly lost without you. You are my everything. The air I breathe, the sun in the morning, the stars in the sky. I am dying without you here. I feel as though my insides are being devoured and I will be left empty and broken. My heart is being ripped apart, slowly... one piece at a time so I feel every ounce of ( Read more... )

I love the face you make when you're looking at me like I am the only girl on this planet. When I'm lonely and I have no one else, I picture you looking at me that way. It makes me feel like I am special or something. I'm sorry I missed your call today, I really wanted to be there.

I feel like I have something to say, but it's not working out so ( Read more... )

The problem with my life is that I put it off. Because why do today what I could do tomorrow? Or the next day, or next week or next month.

But, really... I'm done with that. Because nothing gets done and I keep feeling this way....

SHITTY

So I'm done. I'm done putting shit off and I'm done waiting for the"right" time to come along.

You give ( Read more... )