I would be lying if I said I wasn't hurt or upset. But there is something pushing me to keep going because things will work out. They will, I've prayed about it so much -- I just feel like this isn't how things are supposed to be.

Well, work was...work. It was so cold. I had two suits on (because the regular one rides! owww), a tshirt, my brothers Meeker hoody, and my Lifeguard sweatshirt on, along with a pair of shorts and sweatpants. Oh and that dumb hat. I hate that thing. Anyways, to make a long story short, it was cold, and this fat kid got really mad at me because ( Read more... )

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20 Questions to being a Better Person

Your score as a human being is 94.5.

You are a pleasure to be with and a pleasure to be. Your friends do not envy so much as admire you, and you lead your life with grace, honor, and dignity.

[ Your Favorite ]
Hair Color:: Blonde
Eye Color:: Blue, but green is cute.
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: Anything, but I do not like hard rock. (screaming)
Height(estimate):: 5'6-5'9...not too much taller than me.
Age:: Uuh...16? 17?
Personality Type:: Laid back, sense of humor.

[ This or That ]
Older or Younger:: Preferrably older.Romantic or ( Read more... )

"You're so cute, you're always smiling."

[ I miss you so much. ]

Four o'clock in the morning
My mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you
And how you left without warning
But lookin' back I'm sure ya tried to talk it through

Now I see it so clearly
We're together but living separate livesSo I wanna tell you I'm sorry ( Read more... )

Something happened to me this past week and a half. I don't know what. I feel, new.

God has a reason for everything.

Things will work out.

I wish he was here.

Tonight Cam untied my bathing suit in the Wave Pool...it was funny until I realized he untied the top too and I was trying to hold it over my boobs. Okay so it was funny the whole time. Except Saul saw a lot of my chest. And so did everyone else I'm sure. Then the waves kept coming while he was trying to retie it, so we would fall over. And it ( Read more... )