but i do understand. god, if we did not have to go through all the way with the emotion and the experience and sorta get the idea and move on, it'd be easier, right? call me if you wanna. i'm off work today and love you. xxx
I hear you. I got saved by a great therapist that I went to when I was pregnant w/Saul. I know better to tell someone about a therapist when they're just having a fucked up day and I know I'm coming off like a dork from the dork farm, but I just thought I'd offer her up. She does charge money, though she might be in a sliding scale zone. I don't know if you're even interestd, but she's smart and she's got spiritual wisdom as well as practical tools for putting the slap down on the voices inside the head. My work with her really did turn the tide for me in a big way. If I'm bugging you please forgive me. I just want you to know that it's going to be ok. I know this. You're smart, beautiful, alive, and your cold with go the way of ancient civilization. You're a good mama even though you get bugged by your kid and you let him watch cartoons. I meant to write before and reassure you about spacing him out and not interacting - it's a good thing! Just being in each others presence is interaction enough. Breathe the same air and be on your
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