and love is not a victory march;it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.

So in the matter of a couple weeks, you lost your two "best" friends.
And you think it's all our fault? 
You took advantage of us and that's all I can say.
I mean, I try to see the good in everybody, but I having a difficult time seeing any good in you.

These past couple weeks have been wonderful.

I don't think I could be any happier.

I've been noticing qualities in myself lately that I've never really noticed before,
&I'm becoming more and more comfortable with who I think I'm becoming.
I don't really know how this happening, but I like it. 
A lot. 
I'm just feeling a whole lot better about everything.
And I can finally say it...

...I think I'm happy again.

You and your jet black eyes, you.
Walk this way.
Come a little closer you you can tell me your name.
And now If I could be so bold, I'd like to tell you that you absolutely reek of class.

I'm pulling a Paris Hilton.
No boys for a year, I swear.

I've thought about it, and I've made up my mind...

...But that's only if you've made up yours.

You know I hate waiting.

I've been with Emilio for a month now. I am not in 'love'. I am not even close. I mean, I can't give anything if I am not getting anything. That relationship is the most ridiculous relationship I've ever had. Fuck that.
Though somehow I just can't end it.

...The more I think about it, the more I miss you.
Not you. It. I miss what there was.
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Finally, a good night. :)

god that was strange to see you again
introduced by a friend of a friend
smiled and said 'yes i think we've met before'
in that instant it started to pour,
captured a taxi despite all the rain
we drove in silence across pont champlain
and all of the time you thought i was sad
i was trying to remember your name...

this scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
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