Why the fuck has everybody been an asshole lately?
I'm so sick of it.
I hate you all.

(...Well. Not quite all.)

I'm having a hard time finding the words to discribe how I feel.
I'm just soo...
I don't know.
This is so frusterating.

....If you don't want me, then dont be with me, you fuck.

"Well behaved women rarely make history."
- Marilyn Monroe

I had a dream last night that you came back to me.
You kissed my cheek and whispered, "I wish things wern't this way..."
Then I woke up.
And I was really fucking cold.

I'm craving an independence that I just can't have ( Read more... )

If that's the kind of "love" you give me,
I'D RATHER BE ALONE, BELIEVE ME.
That's not the way you're 'posed to treat me,
I'd rather walk away..

It was another night.
Another fucking night.
I'm not going to sit here and wait again.
Fuck you.

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

I don't want this to be me.
I feel like I'm about to loose it all.
The only thing that's filling me up is regret.

I don't know what to say.

Alright well,
I like him.  A lot. 
A whole lot.
But he just never has time.
It seems like between school, work and ahem, 'band practice'
It just seems like I don't fit in.
I don't know.
He's the one guy that I've just always had a thing for,
Ya know? 
The one person you've just always kinda liked, but never done much about it.
And now I have the chance to ( Read more... )

This was one of the best weekends..ever.
I'm freakin' happy.

Okay, time to say something i've been keeping to myself for a while.
..I'm bipolar.
But I swear I'm not crazy.
And No, I'm not just saying that,
It's diagnosed.
Alright. Well that's about it.

Peace outttt.

( Read more... )

I loved today.
Evey minute of it.
Period.
My friends are amazing,
and so is that damn boyyy!<3