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it came out all wrong
YOU KNOW ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. YOU SHOULDNT HAVE HAD TO ASK. BUT MAYBE I SHOULDNT HAVE RESPONDED THE WAY THAT I DID. ITS ONLY NATURAL FOR ME TO FEEL LIKE I SHOULD PROTECT YOU FROM SOMEONE WHOS LET YOU DOWN AND WALKED ALL OVER YOU MORE TIMES THAN I CARE TO REMEMBER. BUT NONETHELESS, I WILL BE HERE FOREVER.AND IF/WHEN SHE RIPS YOUR HEART OUT ( Read more... ) -
in sequence.
breathe deep.pick up the phone.make the call. no matter what happens, i will make it through ( Read more... ) -
sleep? whats that?
up all night again...for the last 2 1/2 days actually ( Read more... ) -
overexposed&&overrated
staring at this screen. wishing that my intentions could be expressed clearly. maybe tonight i wont cheat myself by holding back. the truth hurts and i can make a mess like you wouldnt believe. looking at these over-exposed photos and replaying every memory seems to bring me back to the place where i actually felt something inside-where the things ( Read more... ) -
parallel. we live so parallel.
restless. yeah thats the word ill use to describe how im feeling. completely restless ( Read more... ) -
a.falling.star
I dont really have time/energy for a real update yet, but I did read something last night that kind of made me think. its pretty awesome and sums up a lot for me.
"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are." - E.E. Cummings
So yeah, this quote is amazing and for once in my life, I realize that I know exactly what I want to ( Read more... ) -
the clock is down...and im losing 1 day at a time...
i want to update about how amazing my trip was, because i had a great time. but if i did that right now, things probably wouldnt come out right and id make a mess of everything. i havent unpacked my suitcase yet. just took the bag of dirty laundry and washed it. maybe i should just go away again. no one seems to realize i left in the first place, ( Read more... ) -
::yellow lines&highway signs::
just a quick one before i go shower and get ready for the show tonight ( Read more... ) -
this is me leavingggggggggggggggg....
yay! only a few more days until i leave on my roadtrip...ALONE...i'll admit,at first i was kind of bummed, but i think it will be good to get in my car and go away for 4 or 5 days. at least as im driving if i see a beautiful sunset/sunrise, or anything that catches my attention, i can pull over and take pictures and whatnot. i have a few stops ( Read more... ) -
surprisingly...
Everything since Saturday has been pretty great. Minus getting in a shitty wreck yesterday morning on the way to work, and realizing in the last week that this certain boy has obviously forgotten I existed. ill never be like her. Ehhh but who cares. The shows I've seen lately have made up for it ( Read more... )