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lame,lame,lame.
ughhh. its now 12:17am, and i woke up about an hour ago. i fell asleep after work at about 8 like an idiot and slept through about 10 phone calls from my best friend. we havent hung out in forever, and now i feel like a bitch. i guess that this week was too much. it became most evident this morning at work. i had an anxiety attack and broke into ( Read more... ) -
...sing me to sleep...
i worked all day and then headed to sit in with my friends band, theyre looking for a new singer and asked if id come by and try it out. things went really well and i actually wrote lyrics for an entire song...it was a good time. the only downfall is that im still planning on moving to chicago in august. i pretty much thought about that the whole ( Read more... ) -
we've got one chance to break out, we need it now...
.:.Searching all my days just to find you ( Read more... ) -
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i dont know what to say right now...except that my heart hurts for everyone involved. it makes me realize that maybe sometimes we place people on pedestals without taking into consideration theyre normal people with normal emotions.i hope that everyone can give the situation privacy because its not really anyone elses business-although it was put ( Read more... ) -
and i hope this guilt is never your friend...
ive wanted to update this all week, but i feel like nothing will come out right. i cant seem to pull myself together lately. ive had a really hard time following my gut feelings and in the end its interfereing with my heart. im such a screw-up, and im getting sick of waking up to the same routine. the outlook is grim and im losing it all little by ( Read more... ) -
pissed off...
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so much for sleep....
yeah i should be asleep right now considering i have work in about 5 or 6 hours, but of course i cant seem to stop thinking long enough to fall asleep. this weekend was amazing. my friends are probably the greatest. seriously. and those 4 guys who put on such a great show last night continue to make me smile. theyre genuine and it shows. cant wait ( Read more... ) -
here we go again...
so i write in my paper journal almost every night and i neglect my live journal most times. so i decided to post some things ive been doing lately ( Read more... ) -
im not sure how it feels....to handle everyday....
if only i could fix this ( Read more... ) -
focused but discouraged
the things i have experienced in the last six months of my life have completely changed the direction i want to take. for two years, i put music aside as only a hobby, and now that things have taken a different road, i realize i want it to be my life. i have always enjoyed being a performer, but more and more i am leaning towards the business ( Read more... )