Sex is such a powerful weapon. I wish it wasn't thrown around so carelessly. Less people would end up hurt. I'm not saying I'm perfect, I just didn't think finding that out would hurt so much. I even asked for it. Why is the physical aspect worse than an emotional fling or infatuation? My stomach churns every time i reread this.

I had this daydream today.  I was just floating in a lake, I'm not exactly sure which one, but the water was so clean and blue that it was probably Charlevoix.   My family and friends were all near me, but far enough away that I couldn't hear what they were saying.  All I could hear was the water right at my ears.  I would just stare at the sky and ( Read more... )

So there are friends and then there are friends.  True friends are the ones who will be there for you when you're pissed at the world, are hyperventilating between tears, or need to pour your heart out while someone shuts up (difficult, I know) and just listens.   There are so many places I want to go with this, I don't even know where to start.  I ( Read more... )

So life has been shit lately. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I have just been depressed about the most random things. Of course school is taking over my life, stressing me out like crazy. This wouldn't be such a big deal if it didn't feel like I was the only one that had this much work to do. Maybe everyone else has a lot of work and ( Read more... )

So in the spirit of the holiday season, I figured I should take a second to reflect on what I'm thankful for.  It seems kind of ironic how this time of year, supposedly a time of love, giving, and selflessness, seems to really bring out the narcissistic side of everyone.  People get pretty damn wrapped up in their own meaningless lives.  Where are ( Read more... )

So I've come to the realization that on a typical day, I am rarely alone. I mean, obviously I share a room with someone, I eat lunch with friends, have classes with friends, work out with friends, study with friends. I absolutely love the fact that I have made such amazing friends between this year and last year and that I am able to be around ( Read more... )

So haven't updated in a little while.  Been at school for almost three weeks now.  My floor is f-ing sweet this year.  Co-ed!  woohoo!  We are already all so close and the year has just begun.  Had an awesome few first weekends.  I've been going out a lot more this year and I'm getting more involved with volunteer programs, dance, church, and I ( Read more... )

So, just wondering, why do so many people get so wrapped up in their relationships these days?  I'm not trying to diss on my friends with boyfriends/girlfriends, but seriously, your friends are the ones who have been their for you through it all.  Your best friends are the ones who have to sit and listen to you talk about your significant other ( Read more... )

It's all around us.  Complacency.  I hope I never get to the point where I am no longer concerned about self-improvement.  More than likely, this fear will be my motivation, as well as what keeps me from ever truly being satisfied with myself.

Warped Tour in 5 days... SO EXCITED!!

I've been working a lot lately.  Alexa and I decided to enter a lifeguard competition, but the teams have to be co-ed so Josh is going to be my partner.  Hopefully we do alright.  It should be fun.  Was up north this past weekend with the girls.  The cottage was Alexa's uncle's and it was right on Lake Huron.  This summer has been flying by.  I'm ( Read more... )