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i dont care that im crying
i deserved that
i deserved all that
im done doing all this

and its not that i wanted to purposely hurt you
im just sorry

you wont ever hear from me
youre better without me,  youre right
i just
im just leaving now

Youre in all your right to hate me
cant blame you for doing so

bye

ugh im not gonna make myself seem anymore pathetic than i already am
fuck that

stupid dumb retarded bitch
i hope she fuckin drowns
and gets her eye lids cut off
bleed to death
you fucking ugly skank
ugh ive always hated her and i always will
i hope a car runs that bitch over
talking shit like she has a right
no one likes your ugly ass either
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You know whats funny?
You saying everyone you love walks out on you
but its the same thing youve done to me
say you want to start thinking about whats best for you
so you start off with me
The one person who has tried to be there for you
Self pity, fuck that cuz its not
I dont even think thats the reason anymore
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Fuck my last post
its not my business
never has been
Im nothing but a secret
undercover lover
or whatever i was

As if having this painful stab in the heart isnt enough, i have to live through this stupid "family" who sucks balls. EVeryones full of shit. Everyone i know. Everything thats going on sucks. Is it a bad thing to want to just vanish from this ( Read more... )

i dont know why i let this get to me
why i let you g et to me
its obvious how happy you are not having me around
you dont care
and im pretty sure youre aready moving on
if you wanted that you could of just said it
but now i get it
no matter how much i cry
im not going to do this anymore
to let the fact of it all hurt me
fuck the future
fuck my life
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Could this day have been any slower???
My stomach hurts ugh.

Day 2.
Sucked.
As if this is getting any easier
Stupid feelings and emotions always screw me up
I dont want to go to school
ima just end up getting in a fight with my teacher again
stupid heat

Second time. This time its for real. Officially truly dumped. Im trying to not let it be visible that it hurts but thats not working.

Its 5 30 am and i cant sleep. Wth. My stomach hurts. Im reading. Still thinking of you. I dont think you care anymore