i just did something that i'm not sure i'm gonna like later. I went on the internet and looked up two uncles that i know are preachers and have websites, on my boilogical fathers side of the family. For some reason i want to know my father. he has hurt me so much and still i love him. I can't explain why b/c he has little to no redeeming qualities ( Read more... )

i know this is random, but i am feeling so incredibly lonely right now. I kinda feel like....like i'm unwanted. I haven't felt this way in awhile, i'm so confused, i thought everything was going so well...

Amber

random question to any and all who would like to answer: If you and I were alone in a room right now, what would we be doing ( Read more... )

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I know i haven't updated in awhile, but that is mostly because i've been doing so much recently. It's kinda weird, after my entry talking about my mom and me, and were moving some stuff and my brother broke a rocking chair that had belonged to her father and she told me that she hated me. i did nothing wrong, but i still got burned on that one. I ( Read more... )

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Moving sucks so bad, but i love my new house. I finally have my own room *sigh* so peaceful ( Read more... )

Life has been rather uneventful really. Since my birthday not much as happened, except i got my heart broken while trying to substitute a guy for a hole in my heart. I tried really hard to make this guy like me because i was like so lonely, but he liked someone else, not at first, he liked me, but i guess i made my self to avalible and i've been ( Read more... )

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