I continue to let my anger best me. It is always our worst parts that people perk interest to, all of wanting to see how awful we all are really. In order to judge, there must be a comparison, or else we are just shooting in the dark. We mark the negative, and set our standards from there. Since we have no other way to do so, everything must be ( Read more... )

I see people in new lights all the time. Maybe 'light' isn't the correct word. Sometimes my angle on people shift to a brighter on look, but how often are we surprised of people's good nature, but rather crestfallen at their exposer of... regularness. I usually become disappointed. More than disappointed, I become numb to them. Bad situations ( Read more... )

I can't help but feeling at square one. Everyone giving the same old advice: "It'll be okay;" "Don't worry;" "We are here for you." Maybe I just don't appreciate those promises, as I suspect they have never relieved anyone, now or ever. Of course what advice could you give a kid who was expected of at least some nominal achievements. I've just been ( Read more... )

How comes it always comes to this? I've become cut off from most everyone. My best friends, unapproachable. People who used to be a friendly hello, are just an awkward glance now. And as everything separates itself from me, I lose touch of the flow we follow. You fall from the flight, trying to cruise, but eventually you're stopped. This is when ( Read more... )

All my phones die out rapidly, apparently hoping to wall me off further from others. All the drugs and alcohol seem to deplete faster than expected, as to be expected ( Read more... )

I keep trying to take in this air
to push fear and collapse from possibility
the sky is pushing and pulling
mixed emotions entwine and whirl

I have found myself to be an under motivated, college drop-out. It's really easy to give up. It's really easy to convince yourself you'll go later. When I have more time. When I figure out what I really want to do ( Read more... )

No, sleep is not needed, a pastime of ordinary believers. What other face must I stare than the obvious one with all the tricks. I can go on ( Read more... )

What do you say when you were wrong?

The noises are just muffles with no distinction. Absolutely no desire to focus on human form. The true audible level of the world is overwhelming. As we drift, we reduce the noise, ignoring realities. All of the intensity and rapture have taken tole.

insanity. ignorance. cold.

Purchased an unlocked CECT P168+ phone (the iphone clone). I've already figured out everything on it. For the price, you can't beat it, but it's no iphone.


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