Last night was crazy, I cant believe dan and i are together again. i really dont even like him, but i know that its good for me right now, to get over peter and all too. I left my house at like 12:pm and my mom was cool with that, i told her i went to the health club again to go in the jaucuzzi cus no one would be there..GOD she is dumb...instead i ( Read more... )

i can't believe i left myself hook up with dan...i have the worst self worth right now.ew. i need to shower. BUT i did work out 2 times today and it makes me very proud.. i lost like 7 lbs...wow...and i went and got two new sexy shirts for the weekend. one is a short black dressy top, it looks almost like a dress, and the other is a see feather ( Read more... )

Wow..already peter wants to kick it with me more..and i have lost only eh 3 lbs. it was that fucking grilled chicken salad that did me in. he bought me starbucks and then ..he said i put too much sugar in mine and was saying i should go puke it up (KIDDINGLY)but he knows i used to be bulimic/ and anorexia....now he thinks i just workout complusivly ( Read more... )

Hey I feel great this morning but i didnt go work out-- or do my final hw..oops! ok, i'm going to the hoohka bar after school today. peter and me are cool again, but this week i'm sexing it up with dan!

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My new fav. book is Song of Solomon...literally reading it in class today brought tears to my eyes. A major reoccurring theme in th e book is Abandoned women who are driven insane by their males wanting to 'fly'...my eyes were teary and all..there is a perfect passage that describes my life and history with peter this year. It was like the ( Read more... )

Starting over today

I can't believe myself sometimes. I hate the way I look, I hate the way i feel, I want to escape and run away forever. fuck runaway I want to overdose and die. no one understands the pain. peter rather ignore me than confront my pain. he represents everything i hate . marissa and him can fuck under the stars for all i care. i want to spend this ( Read more... )

it has been a downhill battle since prom. I cut my self and the wound has not healed -- i hate my life today. tomorrow is a new day. no more bullshit.no more tears. i cant put into words what i feel i hate him.

Yeah, my first day in school since april 27th! that was tuesday. whole week ! well today went well....very well . except that i just called peter's house and ....i need to talk to him. just to know everything is ok between us. I hate this feeling. everything else was FINE today. I made my goal of <40. Them boyz are talking to me again. I like that ( Read more... )