Damn I miss work. I'm bored as hell.

I hate it when my friends are mad at each other. Cause really the only thing I can do is spit out words.

Omg I found a really great guy named Dustin. He's awesome and so down to earth. He makes me happy. It's funny because for some reason now all the guys in my life are kinda comeing back. Well at least they did ( Read more... )

Wow have not written in a while. Well I have started work and I love it. Today was pretty awesome. Mainly cause i got hit on by most of the guys. I really do not see it as that; I see it as making new friends. The best thing about work is that I get to talk to so many different people. For example, I got to talk to two boys from Ecuador and one of ( Read more... )

Hey a good day. What do you know. I went to the mall with my partner in crime. Did not buy anything but still fun. Fine guys that work there too. I looked good. LOL!!!! I also talked to one of my friends which he always make me feel good about myself.

You know what would be great? It would be great if my favorite step-brother hooked me up with his ( Read more... )

Promise I will never be played. Why does he think he's so much better then me. Why does he think he's runing me around in circles. Hun I don't think so. What do you think should I mess with his head or just fucked dump his ass. I just want him to know what he's missing. He makes me feel like I'm such a dork and that he does me a favor hanging out ( Read more... )

Yup anoughter hell filled day. On my way to drivers Ed I had to sit there and listen to how if i wanted to move out i would have no where else to go. Cause well my dad doesnt want me and niether does my mom. Grr Promise i done told her that i didnt care i had nothing else to loose. Which is true. You know I try to tell her how I feel and she just ( Read more... )

Literally lick ass to everyone. I don't give a shit and i mean it this time. Fuck ya'll; fuck everyone. I hate EVERYONE . I won't talk to any one ever again. I really don't have a probablem not doing this because. O  im grounded for the rest of the year. But you know what i don't give a flying shit. Who gives a shit!!! I sure don't. I mean it this ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a really good day. I found out I start work next week and I got to spend the day being me. My mom let me go with Erica to swim. Which we meet Ashley and her cousin Matt and Dustin and his brother Shawn. It was so much fun. It was a sort of freedom, I haven't been trusted with in a while.

The only things my mom really worries about ( Read more... )

Wow went to court today. It was interesting. It was also a shame because I knew 99% of the people in there. Well I got community service and probation for 6 months and I have to take AA classes which I have to pay for. It kinda sucks but I can handle that. The thing that bugged me the most was that after my mom pitched a fit. She was screaming at ( Read more... )

I didnt do it. I got out of the bath instead. I got scared and came up and cried. And 1 minute later Erica called. Then I got out. I told her thank you and that i would tell her why anougher day. She wanted me to go to church with her tomorrow. Is that a sign. Dout it. Maybe just an unfinished goodbye and i had to finish something first. Maybe. But ( Read more... )