it's amazing how easily your world can get dashed apart ( Read more... )

i dont think i know who i am.

i mean, i have a lot of insight to myself,
but i think there isnt really anything to know.

so i just dont know.

who doesnt know i'm a drunk

it's not that i dont want to fix that

i just need someone to do it with me

hooray for tax returns ( Read more... )

so jacob stayed behind in MA ( Read more... )

jacob leaves soon. i wont see him for a loooong time. i dont know if this is going to work.

otherwise, work is good. friends are good.
matt and i have reconciled so i am feeling much better.
i've been drinking heavily again. not so good.

it'll be ok.

it's fucked up that i'm lonely even though i always have friends around ( Read more... )

as they often do, things have taken a dramatic turn ( Read more... )

so my dog is sick. they dont know yet if it's some weird ear disease or if she had a stroke, but she cant walk without falling. she whines like she's in a lot of pain ( Read more... )

it's been a little while ( Read more... )