so my birthday is in a few days. i'm not excited. i'm too young to be so old ( Read more... )

sooo ( Read more... )

so yesterday matt and i drove out to put down our deposit to go skydiving. YAY ( Read more... )

so. hmm ( Read more... )

so i had forgotten livejournal existed until the other day when it was mentioned in conversation. looking back on my entries, damn the past year was fucked up for me. i apologize to those who i annoyed with my rantings ( Read more... )

i hate myself to the point where it makes me want to vomit.

the beer i had for breakfast was a bottle of mad dog ( Read more... )

i see no purpose in life except for passing on the slight amount of knowledge that i've gained through my fuck-ups ( Read more... )

your decisions now are yours alone
you are nothing but a stepping stone
on a path
to debt, to loss, to shame

hear them sayin ( Read more... )