*****I stopped responding to him after that ( Read more... )

I wish I could say the weekend away at my moms on the island made me see things in a better perspective, but I only found myself thinking of him. I long for his touch. I feel degraded when I want to touch him so bad and I can't. It's like I've swallowed my pride, my self dignity. I found myself excited to get home to him. It didn't even matter if ( Read more... )

I sit quietly ( Read more... )

Me: My heart is broken for many reasons. One being all the things you have said in the last year, about being so in love with me, never letting go, wanting to buy a house with me and get married and start a family together. I never let my guard down like I have with you. Everything is impacting me ( Read more... )

I slept alone last night. I tried to kiss him, you know really kiss him, and he wouldn't open up. He said stop, I asked why, he said because he did't want to. I turned and cried. I don't honestly know if I can save this relationship. Should I just shut down or give him his space? Maybe he'll come around.

Sunday was unusual yet it was like the good old days before all this chaos crashed our relationship ( Read more... )

He woke up ( Read more... )

I am so sorry for last night. I know the words sorry doesn't mean much when you hear them repeatedly. I have a lot of personal shit to figure out, as we all know. And it's been a struggle. I'm 27 years old acting 21 and that's not where I want to go. I want to settle down, find myself, get into my carrer, and be happy. Dating is not an option at ( Read more... )