I can't believe I'm actually FINALLY moving out this weekend. As I look around at the boxes packed lined up against the wall and the pictures piled high on the floor, I realize that I'm leaving a year of my life behind in this very apartment. It chokes me up alittle. So many broken promises. So much false direction and hope. Such deception. I know ( Read more... )

People suck.
If they say they are your friend....more than likely they want something from you or have wanted something out of you or from you.
At the end of the day you stand alone.
And people around me wonder why I have trust issues? You are the fucking reason. You add the logs to the fire fuckers.
People suck.

I am starting to hate looking for a job. I get so freaking close to getting the job, second interviews and such, but I just can't seem to grab a hold. It's frustrating to no end. I loose a little faith with each rejection ( Read more... )

No date with barista boy. He threw me some emotional sentimental line and said he needed a couple days ( Read more... )

I'm determined to be a roller girl. Shit you not. I wanna be. I was great roller skating in races when I was 15. So what's so different at the age of 27? Huh? Really? Can this goal be accomplished? I was offered a job at Ricks. For those of you that don't know about Ricks it is a strip club. I know I have it to do it but it's the moral stand point ( Read more... )

Every time I turn around there's another guy who creeps out from the wood works. This one.....well I will keep a post ( Read more... )

Where do I go from here ( Read more... )

Lost driver's license.
Lost present boy.
Well gave up on present boy.
Fucking little boy!

I promise you I will be posting more often. I am a bad girl that needs a spanking ( Read more... )

Thank you for letting me hold you this morning. It meant a lot to me. I'm ending this chapter. It's been an experience I can never forget. You will always be my heart and part of my soul. We've been through alot, we just couldn;t hold on to our love for one another. I'm sorry for all the shit I put you through. It was never my intention. I hope you ( Read more... )