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Well...I just wanted to ask...

Does everyone here know that I'm a female-to-male transsexual? Rrrr...that's probably a bad way to come out, huh.

I'm pre-surgery(though I had a breast reduction last month, yippee) and pre-testosterone. I don't plan on getting a dick anytime soon(unless it's a strap-on).

My friend Erik from Myspace sent me a PM with lots of good questions. Here's my answers...

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I never thought it would be so hard to explain why I wanna be trans. I tossed the idea at Dave and Christian, all I was told was that I make a hot girl, that I have nice tits I shouldn't get rid of, and that I wouldn't look good with a penis. It was also ssaid that I'm doing it for attention. Har har. I felt the kind of indignation that I used to ( Read more... )

I have a tummyache. I'm also really nervous about the party I'm throwing today. I wish it could have been at Rob's house instead of mine. I feel the scrutiny already.

I feel like I should feel like a slut, and the fact that I don't makes me feel a bit slutty. I haven't done anything wrong; at least, I don't think I have. It's him, I suppose. I just can't help but feel that I've done something wrong or that there's this huge flaw in me that I don't realize is there. I basically feel like a piece of shit. It's a ( Read more... )

I wonder if he misses me as much as I miss him when we're apart. I suspect that he doesn't.

Hmm. I'm back(again) because not only do i miss a lot of you guys, but I've been threatened with hate if I didn't. All's well! I won't talk about too much stuff because I want to be happy tonight, but it'll be here eventually. If you're the stalker type, you can read up on my caleida, xanga, and myspace blogs and add up my life story. They're all ( Read more... )

Spent the day in the house, all icksome and sick. I need a shower. I wanna go out tomorrow. I need some portable tissues. A lot, and then some. I also need to get started on my summer homework. Thinking about it makes me nervous, like I'm not gonna get it done on time. I have a month, but it flies by fast... I wanna see Patrick. He's getting into ( Read more... )

So I've been on Caleida all this time...and then I popped back here for reasons known only to the powers that be. I looked at my Friends' list and realized how much I missed everybody. I also realized how messed up I was last school year. I hope this year goes better. I'm feeling great, other than the "virus" I picked up at a punk show/mall/party, ( Read more... )

I just read all those comments to my last few posts! I love you all to bits, and you made me cry! Remind me to slap myself next time I act like that. G'nite! Love ya! <3