Well so far everything is going well here. I can't believe that I've been here a whole month, it's insane. It's going pretty fast. I've grown to really like the family that I live with and I really love the classes that I am taking. I keep forgetting where I am. It's all going well. I am always surprised that it is going well. I mean it's hard ( Read more... )

Well I'm here. Talk about culture shock. I think in the beginning it was like I was on a honeymoon or something (without the guy) and then I moved into my family and I was like oh shit haha ( Read more... )

I don't know how long I can keep this up here.

sometimes i forget it actually ever really happened. is she really gone? no one to have late night phone calls with. no one who was there literally at my bed side in that damn fish tank. god i miss her so much ( Read more... )

So I go home in 3 weeks. I'm freaking out. I always fuck up at home-not that I haven't fucked up here, but still. It just gets so lonely at home. I don't know how to describe how I've been doing. Not good, but not bad I guess in some ways. The weather makes me really happy. I laid by the water today after my run, it makes everything seem ok. So ( Read more... )

So I made my therapist cry today. Hmm awesome? I'm glad I have such a positive affect on people.

I wish I could say I was doing better. I feel myself fucking this up. Again.

So i finally did it. I finally got up and told the truth. It was so strange hearing everyone tell their stories. I didn't go to it with the intention of telling my own story, but I felt like if i left there that night without getting up I would regret it in so many ways. Pod said she was proud of me. I don't know if I'm necessarily proud though ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a really long time..again. So much has gone on in these past three months. I still can't believe it all. I am finalllly going back to school in two weeks and it's such a relief. I am beyond excited and I just can't wait to feel that freedom again. independence ( Read more... )

wow i haven't updated this thing in a long long time ( Read more... )

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