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my little tough guy! ;)

is how i feel lately- ugh i hate not getting answers- trying to get a hold of medicaid so i can get help with childcare so i can look for an effing job- cant go apply to places with ryley- i hate being broke and carless at the moment- i cant wait to move back to austin- being out in katy im farther away from most my friends so i rarely see anybody ( Read more... )

my lil man rolled over this morning! he is deffinately going to be an early developer! we have tummy time where he lays on his tummy and will push against my hands and he will scoot across the bed- but this morning he was laying in bed with me and he woke up cause he was hungry- so he started his grunting and was wigglin around and kicked his lil ( Read more... )

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it has been about 5 weeks since my last confession- have to admit ive been a lil preoccuppied with being a new mommy- and  i have to say its going Great! i absolutely am in love with my little ryley! <3 he is such an angel- the whole labor thing went as about how i expcted it to- although i was truly disappointed in the nursing staff at west ( Read more... )

and i dont know what to do till lil man gets here! ive already "nested" as much as i can- refolding all his clothes and recleaning shit is just silly and im not that ocd- besides i really hate folding clothes thats why it took me so long to do his dresser anyway! lol-  at least football season is starting up- cant wait till sept 4th! how i would ( Read more... )

sadly i am having to break my lease and give up my oh-so -awesome apartment- but moving in with a friend that has an extra room in her house- moving out of my apartment  will however allow me to get back on my feet and save some money- i should be able to pay off my apt and still save so move back to austin- with not having really any rent to pay ( Read more... )

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he who laughs last is laughing at you.....

i always thought it was whoever laughed first- cause ill be the first to laugh at someone for something they do/say ;) hahahahaha -

isnt it he who laughs last gets laughed at?? the one who laughs last is usually the schmuck who doesnt get it right away- then everyone is gonna laugh at that person too

another restless night- woo hoo- guess i have a lot on my mind lately- aside from financial burdens (that i can never escape) and the up coming labor of my first born- its what im going to do afterwords once i am back home in austin-  although i cant wait to be back home with my friends and family- mainly marcus conny- my crazy lil kaleb- but we ( Read more... )