yeah, i know, i haven't written in a while, but hey! my internet doesn't work. must type at library. it sucks too, cuz i'm on this stupid time limit. but i think i'm gonna go to my xanga and write up what's new...
btw, it's www.xanga.com/tearsofhope3

so... i started a xanga. it has a pic of my lil sister on it so i'm happy. it's www.xanga.com/tearsofhope3 it's not as if anyone really reads this one anyway, that's good though. i can actually vent and tell about things that i think about. onto my random thought of last night ( Read more... )

i have too many things to think about, not enough ways to organize them. i need to pray
erin casey, i miss you....

wow, it's been a while since i updated this thing and the whole format is different...to pull a Neo "Woah!" anyway, yeah, doing peachy keen. i had one of those weird days today. it was actually kinda cool. i was just walking into the band room and random people were giving me compliments and hugging me and telling me that they loved me and i was ( Read more... )

thank you erin...i miss you. i miss so many people, it's unimaginable. i wish so much that i could be a child. yes, i realize that fifteen isn't "adult" yet, but being fifteen still sets these expectations that rely one to be 'mature'. i wish i could be three, or five. when innocence was a virtue, and pure ignorance honestly was bliss. when jumping ( Read more... )

AllKnowingGreat1: no i can't tone it down, i mean, i move here and i'm like freaking out cuz ppl here are so quick to make assumptions on EVERYTHING, and it's so weird. i do one thing and instantly ppl are like, "oh okay, so she's just very open." i say something else and they're like, "oh okay, she's nice" and then i do something else and they're ( Read more... )

i just ended a conversation with a very good friend of mine from ohio. his name is ian young. i never realized just how much i really miss him. i think it's wonderful that even though i'm over 800 miles away, i still have people who confide in me. it's a little odd, but it's very nice. it lets me know that even though i'm gone i'm not forgotten ( Read more... )

i love you all so you should be nice and post me.
if you don't have a livejournal screen name then just post anonymously and sign your name in the comment. but i'm sad, because no one ever gives me a comment except for hillary. so hillary: THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU!

i just went outside and i looked up. first thing i saw were the stars. i loooove the night sky. i live for night skies. i wish someday i could just dive into that vast multitude of stars and soar past the oblivion into what i can call home. curl into breezes of comfort and smiles of memories and sleep in peace.

just thinking about this person that i was rather infatuated with and i had the strangest insight. it was stupid of me to not realize this before, but it was an insight. i was thinking about this person that i was rather infatuated with and how he had a girlfriend. i wondering what was it that made him like her, or what made her like him. not that ( Read more... )