thought it's 11:15 p.m. i sit sipping cappuchino contemplating how my life, my personality, my entirety would be had i not met people that i have met. it's a concept that i dwell upon often. I envision their faces, wonderful faces full of inspiration, and i sorely miss many of them. i'm not sure about the type of person i would have become had i ( Read more... )

past curtains of smiles
and outgoing phrases of joy
is an inner seed of enlightenment
i wish to sprout
yet do tears of hope not
satisfy your thirst?
do you desire a well
of neverending love?
for i could supply you with so,
just as well
do you doubt my ability?
or merely yours?

i am recollecting people that i once knew, or should i say i know? i was thinking of the little things that made people like them, or not like them. there was a girl by the name of heidi perkins, and i'm not sure if she was popular because she was pretty, because she was rich, or because she had such a positive personality. i'm partial to ( Read more... )

so yeah, i woke up this morning so prepared to call that guy and just flat out say, "hey, you know what, i wanted to tell you think before you left, but basically, i'm completely infatuated with you" and you know what? when i called, he was gone for work. when i called later, his answering machine picked up. maybe he already knows. maybe it's a ( Read more... )

so here i am, typing before my computer, with a feeling of success because i finally was able to create this journal. after much effort was put into doing so ( Read more... )