five hours of studying. i'm working on tuesday and thursday until 830. test on monday,youth choir practice on monday, morning women's ensemble on tuesday, essay due wednesday, youth on wednesday, band practice on tuesday, missing prayer group on thursday, and friday? nothing...yet... saturday-already working, but at least i know that i have next ( Read more... )

i realize how trivial it is for me to wonder about this, being only 16, but i can't wait to fall in love ( Read more... )

it was this entry that did it ( Read more... )

just cuz i hadn't updated this in a while...lemme think. there have been fun days, 45 min in traffic on the way to panda's, storytime with curtis (bad idea), kyle and i being total opposites from shay and curtis (is that a bad thing?), buying incense, finding out good news, then finding out the bad news, looking forward to things yet dreading them ( Read more... )

so it was a decent new year. feel special erin: i'm updating this today INSTEAD of my xanga. oh yeah, specialness all around! i have 13 new years resolutions, i already broke one, but i'm still trying for it. i have them posted on my xanga. (hint hint--go to my xanga. www.xanga.com/tearsofhope3 ( Read more... )

you know, it really sucks that so many people prefer xanga over live journal. that's the only reason that i write in my xanga more...people actually read that one. plus, i can always make entries private or protected if i don't want certain people to read it. it's just more convenient. i have so many curtis stories to add, but i don't want to. i ( Read more... )

so today was another pepband day and yeah, curtis, of course, gave me a ride home, but man, that was hard!!! so, he was being rather mean today, and either him and kyle were having an equally odd day today or i was just being more sensitive, but i thought he was really being...mean. anyway, i was carrying his trumpet and i refused to get into his ( Read more... )

since everyone else usually just heads to my xanga anyway, (and i'm glad), i can write more personal stuff here. and since i KNOW erin reads this, i'll just direct it to erin anyway. which, by the way, you have the awesome-est lil. brother ever. i love curtis! he is by far one (if any one else can compare) of the coolest people here. no, it didn't ( Read more... )

yeah, i know, i haven't written in a while. not that it matters cuz no one besides erin casey reads this anyway, but who cares. i like venting to no one in particular not that erin casey is no one, but yeah, nevermind. Anyway, so i was feeling really depressed and i realized, i don't want to be here anymore. hot springs was fun for a while, but i ( Read more... )

so i haven't really written in a while and i guess I should probably actually give ya'll (if any readers) an update ( Read more... )