So, I've made a couple short stories over the years that focused on the creative process and method, and theorized that everything that had ever been created still existed somewhere ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting dumber ( Read more... )

How soon is too soon?

So, duh. I know. Being only a week or so into a new relationship, one that started out at a fairly slow pace (at least, on every scale that I'm accustomed to...first kiss was date 5, and date 1 was a result of an impulsive, in-person decision after an evening of chatting and playing poker, which itself was more a result of the time in high school ( Read more... )

My conversation with Jayleen the other night is still sort of worming around in my brain. We talked about my rather odd dreams of late, of running for political office. President of course comes to mind, but as we talked, I realized that this, like the Followers, is really not about the result and more about what the effort, what the action, does ( Read more... )

So, on the one hand, there's Marquelle. I can't explain why I'm drawn to her. Like, really can't explain it. I've tried, at least to myself. In the end, though, it's rather reminiscent of Valarie in some ways. She has a lot of preferences and tendencies and such that I tend to not understand (smoking, hookahs, whatever else) as well as being ( Read more... )

I find myself at the back of a church, held in one of the CSU campus buildings. I'm talking with a guy that I met during the service, Steven, who is active in SCA fencing, as well as being a PK deeply interested in theology and comparative church analysis (making me a very interesting conversation for him, I'm sure). And I feel this impression ( Read more... )

So I had this fascinating dream last night. It centered around a stage production in a pretty large theatre. It was still in rehearsals, but it was a very intriguing show ( Read more... )

So, since I started pursuing Madison, I've been of the inclination that if I find someone with whom I connect well, I'm open to the possibility of a relationship. I know that it goes against my self-imposed "relationship rehab," a period intended to give me time to break my addiction to relationships and maybe get into one on the right foot, a ( Read more... )

Ok, there's a connection here. Breaking Benjamin's album Saturate (had to look it up btw) had a song called Polyamorous ( Read more... )