This past month has been difficult for me. Aside from complications with Amber (who saw that coming? no, stop, you can't all stand up at once or the earth's rotation will be thrown off...), rising stress levels with Immortality (which is over now, and went very well, but was stressful leading up to opening night and a few times during the run), ( Read more... )

In my Literature of the 1960's class, I've been seeing the swell of activism, counter-culture...the revolution of the masses, in a way ( Read more... )

(Note, mostly to self: This is back-dated to fit in the order I'd like it to be. This is a separate train of thought, more or less, and therefore a distinct entry. I'm making this one public because it's the most approachable ( Read more... )

Reconnecting = good ( Read more... )

Atop all else that's happening, now one of my few friendships here might be breaking apart for reasons I don't feel like going into. I have to say, the temptation to pack up and leave, try a new place and new people (well, mostly new people...I'd be going to North Carolina to be closer to Mike) is pretty fucking strong right now ( Read more... )

(background: on Sunday, Jess and I met at her request. She said that as she's been going to school, she's rediscovering the passion she once had for teaching and working with charter schools, and realized that those goals were somewhat incompatible with my future...a fact that I've come to expect from most people in my life, especially significant ( Read more... )

I'm drifting further ( Read more... )

I've been having a rough couple days ( Read more... )

Having trouble sleeping tonight. My mind is swirling around various topics, most of which surround vicarious living ( Read more... )

I'm feeling restless with my life. This is usually when I'd pick up and make some impulsive relocation. I can't keep doing that.

But I'm so bored.