WHOLE LOTTA LOVE - CHAPTER 11 PART 1 ( REITA/HIROTO, KAI, HIZAKI)

[luna_no_koibito]

Title: Whole Lotta Love
Chapters: 11.1 /??
Author: luna_no_koibito
Genre: Romance, Life
Warnings:  men/men relationship, cursing, sex, violence.
                      FOR THIS STORY the band NIGHTMARE will be a PS Company band
Rating: from PG -15 to PG -17 (Depending on chapter)
Pairing: Shou,Gackt (main) Ruki/Hyde, Kai/Ruka, Hiroto/Reita, Miyavi/Hizaki
               (more pairs will appear as the story proceeds)
Bands: Gazette, Alice Nince, Nightmare, Versailles, Kra (for now ...)
Summary:
                   Year: 2004
                   Scene:
Extra:

MAIN

Chapter 10 part 2


Even though his eyes were still closed, it was already morning, he could tell, and Hiroto didn't want to confirm the supposition by opening his eyes, not just yet. He wanted to linger in the sensational feeling created by the still so incredibly hard to believe events of the previous evening. He wanted take his time to engrave Reita's promises in his heart, and remain in his embrace forever, such as in this moment, so warm, so safe, for as promised, the blond was still there, now, who was tightening his hold on the younger's waist, and Hiroto didn't know whether it was out of sleeping reflex, or because the other was now up and awake, because yet again, he had the irrational fear that by opening his eye, everything would disappear.

However, like a sunflower turned to the sun, his eyes slowly opened at the feeling of Reita's hand on his cheek. The blond was staring at him with a fond smile, and calmly leaned in, to steal a short and tender morning kiss, as he placed said hand on Hiroto's waist tenderly bringing him closer, and newly smiling at him.

-Good morning Hiro ...- he then whispered, soothingly moving his hand up and down the younger's back

-... good morning - serenely whispered Hiroto staring back at him - … you stayed ...- he then dumbly observed, causing a chuckle in the other, who brought up his hand to gently move aside some of the younger's fringes.

-Of course I stayed - he then firmly replied - … and I'll be here tonight, and tomorrow night, and the night after that ...- he then trialed off in a diverted whisper, leaning in to newly kiss the younger, who smirked into their closed lips pondering on Reita's word of devotion.

-And the one after that? ...- innocently asked Hiroto tightly tightening his lips to keep a little diverted laugh in check

-... and the one after that ...- chuckling replied the bassist

-... and the one after, after that? ...- continued the younger, this time freely giggling, as the other, began lightly tickling him on his sides -...s-stop...ah! … stop … please - he began to playfully beg, seeing that the elder didn't seem anyway inclined to wanting to stop, and all to soon for him to register, Reita was now on top of him leaning in, as he slowly placed his lips on his, and lightly brushed his tongue against his requesting access, which Hiroto, happily granted.

Their tongues slowly played around each other, testing their willingness to be around each other, to prove their real intentions, their newly stated devotion, and of course, it wasn't the first time they had kissed, but it very much felt as though it was. However, this time the younger wet muscle was more confidently teasing the older, which firmly and precisely didn't miss a chance to entangle itself with the other, as the kiss deepened, in the same slow savoring speed.

-Can we not go to work today?- whispered Hiroto, detaching from the kiss relinquishing his longs with the ever deserved air.

-I wish we could ...- whispered Reita, pecking him on his lips

-... I think we should- replied the other, lightly lifting his head from the pillow to quickly peck him.

-Feeling daring this morning? ...- attempted the older, leaning his head into the crook of the younger's neck, and gently kissing it -... you know how this is going to turn out if you keep me here, on top of you like this ...- he then chuckled, while continuing his job of showering the younger's neck with kisses.

-Maybe ...- commenced Hiroto, placing his hand on the elder's blond's lock, soothingly massaging his scalp -... maybe it should end up that way ...- he then proposed, smiling at Reita, who had swiftly raised his head, and was now intently staring at him.

-...Really?-incredulously blurt out the bassist, not moving a single muscle, as if in fear that the younger could suddenly change his mind, as Hiroto merely hummed and confidently nodded in agreement, with an even wider smile.

-It's kinda been a long time, since the last time I had sex and ...- he then confessed, placing both his hand's on the elder's back -... I am feeling kinda horn- he then tried to explain in a whisper, but Reita's lips swiftly delving on his didn't allow him concluding his rather explicit message. This time, the kiss was quicker, and furious passion was the main rhythm the two tongues were dancing to, featuring the occasional moans produced by both dancers.

-... We have to go … - whispered Reita, momentarily braking the kiss

-Forget work ...- replied Hiroto newly claiming the other's lips -

-... You know very well that we can't ...- resumed the bassist, breaking their kiss once more, earning mockingly angry pout from the younger.

-You were so eager until last night ...- retorted the younger, nonchalantly playing with some strands of the blond's hair -... bring that Reita back- he then wined in a pretense tone.

-Trust me ...- resumed the older, quickly pecking the surprisingly impatient being beneath him -... you are going to be craving for the Reita, who is going to claim you tonight- he replied in a sensual whisper

-... Mmm... Promise? ...- jokingly moaned and inquired the younger, bringing his arms around the elder's neck, gently bringing closer.

-I am a man that keeps his word, you should know by now ...- replied the taller, concluding with another morning make out special -Okay now we really have to go ...- swiftly pointed out the elder, who scooted himself out of Hiroto's grip, and jumped out the bed in his magnificent naked body, which was now being carefully observed by Hiroto, who was reluctantly getting of the bed.

Having showered the night before, they both quickly found something to wear and rushed to the kitchen to have some quick breakfast. Reita got some coffee, and hot-cocoa ready, while Hiroto prepared some toasted bread, and spread some butter and jam over them, continuously glancing at the elder int the process. He couldn't remember the last time he had felt so happy, so glad to be Hiroto, such as in this precises moment, and for the first time in, maybe ever, he could confidently say “I am so lucky”, with the must annoying and enviable grin.

They were silent for must of the breakfast preparation, but it wasn't an uncomfortable one, simply stated, nothing needed to be said, their souls were now so comfortable with other that had become proficient in the language of comfortable silence, which was spoken with ever so often smiles, and playful looks, and attempts to ruin the other's breakfast. The were probably acting very cheesy, Hiroto feeding pieces of toast to Reita, who kept sipping on his coffee, while waiting for the next piece to arrive, as Hiroto giggle in the toast breaking process, something receiving a pout from the elder, when he'd eat the toast instead.

-We are still taking our merry time you know ...- munched out Hiroto, as he observed Reita nonchalantly standing up his seat, placing his empty cup in the sink, and walking towards the kitchen exit

-... are you leaving me here?!- he then indignantly cried out the, gulping his hot cocoa, placing the empty cup and plate in to the sink, as he heard the other scream

-I heard there are some buses around here ...- chuckled out Reita,

-Hey! … - retorted Hiroto dashing out the kitchen, finding the other, leaning on the door, wating for him.

-Not going to let me take the bus? - sarcastically observed the younger as he wore his shoes

-Just hurry up or I'll seriously leave you ...- mockingly retorted Reita, now holding the entrance handle.

-... I know you wouldn't ...- dared to say Hiroto with a diverted giggle, holding down Reita's hand in order to open the door, allowing them both to leave, and how superbly good it felt, to have been able to confidently make such statement, and receiving a smirk in reply from the elder, was all he needed, to know that he had been dead on point, and he loved it.

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Kai-chan~ wake up! The gazettE and the world awaits your presence, and I await your kiss ...Kai-chan~ wake up! The gazettE and the world awaits your presence, and I await your kiss ...Kai-chan~ wake up! The gazettE and the world awaits your presence, and I

-Ruka...- tiredly whispered Kai, turning off the message-alarm, which had been recorded by Ruka, and to which he had been waking up every morning for so long he couldn't even remember when exactly the elder had reordered the message -Where are you? ...-

He had fallen asleep by their house phone, tightly clenching his own cell phone, hoping, praying for both machines to ring and wake him up from his nightmare, as he had tried unsuccessfully to avoid falling asleep. The phones never rang, and Ruka never came back, for if he had, he would have never left him out in the hallway of their house, and he knew it sounded absurd to believe such a thing of the person, who almost killed him, but he couldn't quite explain it himself. He just knew he wouldn't have left him like that. However, just for the sake of it, he got off the floor, and walked around the house, and as expected there was no trace of the elder drummer.

Continuously distressingly sighing, he stopped inside bed-room, which was the last room he checked. He needed to go to work, and he knew that he couldn't simply suddenly call off, not him, he had bigger responsibilities to take care of, thus it was out of the question. Even though he knew that if he had explained what have happened, they wouldn't have hesitated in allowing him up to a week of rest, but of course, there was absolutely no way he could do such thing, which would have meant exposing Ruka's problem to the world, and most likely taking actions, he himself didn't think he was ready to bear, such as possibly being separated from the elder drummer.

Still feeling a slight pain around his neck, he then walked towards the big mirror hanging on the wall next to their wardrobe, and as he had predicted, the marks left by Ruka's hands were rather visible. Sighing, he went through his closet, and brought one of the foulard, which had often wore for photo-shoots, and grabbing his work bag, he walked out into the hall, looking for the keys to their car.

Not finding them, he remembered that Ruka had in fact escaped with it, thus, bringing out his cell phone from his pocket, he called a cab.

Once inside the cab, he fixed his gaze on his cell phone as if he could make it ring simply by looking at it, which of course did not happen.

-We are here ...- announced the driver, abruptly bringing back the drummer to his awful reality. After thanking and paying the driver, he then turned around towards a rather expensive looking apartment complex. He knew he didn't have too much time before he was supposed to be at work, but he couldn't have presented himself in such conditions, for he knew the foulard would have definitely brought too much attention to himself, in particular Ruki's, who had seen him literally being dragged out the club.

Walking all the way to the entrance, he then looked for the desired name and ringed the bell. The two people living in the complex were musicians such as himself, thus they could have already been out, but he just had to try his luck, which hadn't been working to well lately, but nevertheless, he had to try.

He rang another couple of times, and just as he was about to leave, a groggy voice answered the receiver.

-… K-kai - kun? ...- stated the voice, as the drummer looked into the screen next to the receiver, and silently nodded towards it. The door was opened, and Kai rushed passed it, taking the elevator to the musician's floor. Coming our of the elevator, he found a blond man standing outside his door, wearing a and abstract patterned rob

-Kai-kun shouldn't you be at work? ...- worriedly inquired the man -... believe it or not, even Miyavi has left ...- stated the blond almost in a proud tone, allowing the younger past his doors

-Good morning Hizaki-san- quickly greeted Kai once inside the apartment, lightly bowing to the blond, who lightly chuckled in reply

-Good morning to you Kai-kun … why so formal- he then inquired

-Well ...- began the drummer, shyly looking at the guitarist -... as you well said I am supposed to be at work, thus I am sorry if I'll be too quick or direct, but I have a favor to ask you ...- he then swiftly explained, quickly glancing at the guitarist, who was intently staring at him

-Please … ask away … and stop being so formal, relax please ...- he then almost ordered, with a kind smile, trying to lead their way to the living room, but was stopped by Kai, who resumed talking

-... I would also need you to please, please I beg of you ...- pleadingly professed the drummer - .. not to tell about what you are going to see now … not even to Miyavi-san ...- he concluded, hesitantly looking up at the now rather worried expression on the guitarist face -... please … -

-I … promise? ...- hesitantly replied the guitarist, as the drummer hardly sighed, while the blond carefully walked closer to the brunette - now … what is it?-

-I need help with ...- resumed the drummer, bringing both hands to his foulard's to untie it not - … with covering this ...- he then sighed, leaving his marked neck, exposed at the mercy of the guitarist shocked eyes.

-Who did this?! Are you okay?! Oh gush, Yutaka- suddenly and loudly exclaimed the blond, swiftly reaching for the brunette's neck, who quickly backed away, averting his head and gaze from the distressed guitarist -Yutaka-kun? ...- sadly called the guitarist

-I know you do your make up by yourself, … and I know is also pretty thick … thus it will cover thi- swiftly tried to explain the younger, almost sounding desperate, but was interrupted by the elder

-I don't think I can keep my promise, you can hate me if you wish but...- he paused disgustingly looking at the bruise around Kai's neck - … but that … I don't even have the words to describe my anger, towards such acts of evident weakness, from ones loved one …- flared the guitarist, looking at the troubled face of the drummer, who seemed on the verge of tears.

-It wasn't him ...- swiftly replied Kai

-Oh please!- sarcastically spat the guitarist -I wasn't born yesterday, I can tell you know … plus, if it weren't Ruka, you would be with him right now, filing charges at a police station- concluded the elder in his response, as he got closer to the younger, cautiosly hugging him

-I am so sorry Yutaka... I can't believe this... I never though Ruka could be this kind of a person … I am really shocked ...- trailed on the blond, but was suddenly forced to brake his embrace, by a almost offended Kai.

-No it's not like that ...- quickly retorted the brunette -... You don't understand, you don't know ...- swiftly replied Kai, indignantly glaring at the guitarist

-What? ...- angrily spat the guitarist- ...What is there to underst- continued the guitarist, who was mercilessly interrupted by the younger.

-He has a problem!- cried out Kai, using all the force that he had to finally, for the first time, admit to himself the obvious state of his relationship -... he is usually a very calm, and such a sweet person, very caring, selfless ...- resumed the brunette, his features slowly softening, as he fondly listed Ruka's loving personality traits -...he cares about me, and I think … no, I am sure his whole world revolves around me, and it is because I am the center of his world that this happened ...- he concluded with a resigned sigh.

-...How many times has- tried to inquire the guitarist, who was readily interrupted

-This is the second … but the first wasn't as bad, it was nothing in fact ...- immediately clarified the drummer-..and during both times it happened for the same reason … and I just noticed, or rather, he kind of explained it - quickly continued the drummer, not wanting the other to get the impression that that such happenings were an everyday random and reasonless routine, even though he knew there was no justifiable reason for harming anyone ever.

-Which is? ...- plainly questioned Hizaki, while he motioned the brunette to follow him, as he walked inside the house, towards his bathroom.

-...He seems to believe that I am somehow ...- resumed Kai, following the blond without any objection - I am cheating on him with Ruki ...- he then concluded, as he observed the guitarist, reaching under the sink, to open a cabinet, and bring out a huge make-up kit.

-Hizaki-san ...- hesitantly whispered Kai

-I still can't promise you, I'll keep it a secret ...- resumed the guitarist, opening the kit, as held the younger by the chin, lightly moving his head to the side, observing Kai's skin tones, after which he began mixing different types and colors of cosmetics on one side of the bathroom sink- but you need to do something ASAP, … he clearly has a problem … and it is only going to get worse, and at the next sign of anything, I swear I-

-I will, I promise- quickly interrupted

-So … how is he? … what happened after this?- questioned the guitarist, as he applied the prepared cover up on the drummer's neck.

-He was distraught … like he just realized what he'd done … and then …- commenced the brunette, pausing a second as he lowered his gaze to the ground-... he ran out, hasn't returned … I've asked everywhere I could, and he is nowhere to be found ...- he sadly explained -... I am worried sick- he then finally admitted, as the guitarist, moved around his back, to apply the rest of the make-up

The guitarist didn't make any sort of reply, as he silently continued and finished with his job. He then, cleaned up his sink top, after replacing the kit in its place under the sink, while Kai carefully observed his neck in the mirror; make-up indeed made miracles.

-I don't know how to thank you Hizaki-san, I truly appreciate it- gratefully thanked the drummer, bowing at the guitarist, who remained unmoving, his expression showing evident displeasure for what he had just done

-Then don't thank me, because I am not particularly proud of this … not at all in fact- he then replied in a firm tone, as he guided them out of his bathroom, Kai sheepishly following, not able to retort anything to the guitarist reply, perfectly knowing that he had his point and was perfectly right as well.

-Well can I offer you anything? … looks like you might use some breakfast ...- observed the guitarist, as they entered the apartment's hall

-Thank you very much for your offer Hizaki-san but I must go now ...- Kai politely excused him self, once more bowing at the blond, who replied with a smile

-Promise me that you will not wait Kai ...- suddenly uttered the guitarist, as he observed the drummer walking towards the exit of his apartment - … when you find him, because I am sure, and I pray you will, chances are that he will go back to being the regular Ruka you know -calmly began the blond, as he walked closer to the listening brunette.

-However, from what you told me, if Ruki is really the cause of his turmoil, then it might not take to long for him to create and connect other imaginary dots, and realize that you do in fact spend a whole lot of time with your vocalist, for that is what he is, your vocalist, and … he may not like that -

-... I really don't know what else to tell you, and I am really scared for you now ...- continued the blond -this things are so dangerous simply because of their unpredictability and because it is someone, who we love so dearly to the point, sometime of … literally die for them but...- shortly paused the guitarist, placing both his hands on the drummer's shoulder -... but nobody should die for nobody … if possible … no matter what - concluded the guitarist, faintly smiling at the drummer, who replied with a mere nod.

-I will be careful ...- reassured the drummer, kindly patting one of the hands on his shoulder -now I really have to go- he then smiled, reaching for the door handle, opening the door -... thank you, so very much- he then added, and closed the door behind himself, as he rushed out of the complex, and brought out his cell phone to call for another cab.

He wasn't to sure, he was going to be able to concentrate at work, in fact, he knew he wasn't going to be able to, which would have inevitably worried his band-mates, and he definitely didn't need that, he had to do all he can to keep any suspicion away from Ruka. Thus, before he could resignedly try to put up a believer act in front of his band-mates, he would have gone to the Nightmare's studio first and foremost, for the sake of it, and if he weren't to be there, he would give up, and wait for the next break, and the one after that ...

Chapter 11 part 2

A/N: Okay so ….SOOOOOOOOOOOORRY! I have so been distracted lately, with school and RPing that I have pushed aside Multi-chap writing, so I apologize, and I also hope to be able to post part two somewhere around tonight and early this morning. Thank so much, for waiting and reading, love everyone, and apologizes again!