Thinking of closing this account - some things are better left in my head.

Too much is going on to accurately reflect my life right now. So I'll just put some random thoughts down and see how it goes ( Read more... )

The economy is just terrible right now. I have been spared, but all around me I wonder how much longer the charade known as the American economy can last. I have watched the few stocks I have plummet - I could have taken that money and donated it to some people who really needed it. Instead, my numbers continue to drop and no one is gaining ( Read more... )

Amanda wants me to start writing in livejournal again - so this is for you Manda ( Read more... )

My fingers hurt. Since going on the Insulin Pump (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Insulin_pump) {see first picture} I have been checking my blood sugar more often. This means poking my finger for blood more times a day. Typing hurts. I hope this discomfort - that of poking my ( Read more... )

I'm wet right now ( Read more... )

For as long as I can remember there has never been snow in Portland past January. Oregon is not one of those states that typically enjoys this white blanket. In fact, when there is any snow anywhere on the ground somehow all the bad drivers in Oregon unite.....and crash. Oregon doesn't much have a reputation for good drivers. In any case, there is ( Read more... )

This feeling of sadness rarely leaves me. In the scheme of things none of this longing for news really matters. I get into school, I don't, life goes on. Though, being rejected now from 3 schools out of ten....waitlisted at 1 and still waiting to hear back from 6 leaves me feeling uneasy. Maybe I was wrong all this time. My gut feeling that I would ( Read more... )

There once was a magical kingdom hidden deep in a drab lagoon ( Read more... )

So I'm in a funk. I guess life isn't so bad, I'm just having difficulty being happy. I feel quite restless and unproductive. For me that's one of the worst things - I absolutely need to be involved with something or another. I thrive on achieving and accomplishing. Right now I'm living this extended holiday that won't go away. I have little money ( Read more... )