I'm not deleting this journal--there are six years worth of entries that I would never want to erase.  However, I have done what I've been planning to do for a long time and joined Blogger.  I've transferred entries from the past year and left everything else over here.  From now on I'll be updating from my new site.  Please continue to read and ( Read more... )

I really want to move my blog over to blogspot (google's blogging site), because you can make the layout prettier and choose your own domain name.  I created an account, but it would probably take me 45 years to move everything over there, and I don't know if I have 45 years to spare.

Saturday night was my five year high school reunion.  (I ( Read more... )

I am beyond infuriated.  Sometimes the anger really scares me ( Read more... )

Later I will balance out this negative statement with a positive one, but I've been meaning to share it for awhile.  I HATE people who move too quickly in revolving doors.  It's DANGEROUS.  I experience this annoyance quite a lot at work because we are pretty much required to enter and exit the building through the aforementioned doors.  Yesterday ( Read more... )

In February I began to compile a list of ten things I love about my life.  I got to #5 and then sort of gave up.  Here, I will continue.

#5.) American Idol--I gave up on my show for a while mostly because of the rejection episode that occurred a few years back.  (In case you didn't know, I absolutely auditioned for American Idol in 2005--think Emily ( Read more... )

I think I need to have "a talk" with this person.  I wasn't going to do that.  I was going to be easy, breezy, casual Emily, but let's face it.  That Emily doesn't exist.  I am psychotic, territorial, and possesive to the core.  So be it.  I suppose that before I have this "talk" with him, I should probably figure out what exactly it is that I want ( Read more... )

I'm trying REALLY hard not to get upset because it doesn't matter, right?  He doesn't HAVE to call me.  He's not obligated.  I'm not his girlfriend.  Am I?  I don't know what I am.  But wouldn't you think it was a little weird if someone texted/called repeatedly for weeks--always good morning, always good night--and then suddenly just STOPPED?

Does ( Read more... )

How, when, and why did it become April 29th?  It's almost May.  It's getting to be a year since...since everything.  Life is such a crazy, crazy sequence of events.  I remember when I turned 21, my old GM at Croma said, "Emily, once you hit 21 your life is over.  Over."  Over?  Shit.  Well, I don't think it's over, but things are certainly going by ( Read more... )

I am suffering from extreme physical anxiety symptoms.  At least I hope that's why I'm experiencing severe shooting pains all over my body.  Unfortunately, my brain is a ridiculous organ and I've convinced myself that the pains are the result of something entirely different.  Either way, I feel like I might throw up all over my keyboard due to ( Read more... )

I just typed a ridiculously long entry and with one accidental click of the mouse it all got deleted.  I am bitter, but I will try to recap.

Subject header was a text I sent to Curtis the other night as I stumbled down State Street in my new Tory Burch flip flops ($45 and rubber) after two delicious Melon Coolers @ the Elephant and Castle.  The warm ( Read more... )