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Things are not going the way I thought they would. But I'm still doing my own thing....... living life.

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Got suspended for a day for "vandalizing" Bonnie's ex-playtoy's car. Whadda cunt. He trash talks people and expects everything to be perfectly fine... nope. Car+ Car window paint= bad car days. It was good for me, I got a day off.

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I'm still alive.

Love you guys..

Ridiculous me...

Right now I am in Orlando visiting the coolest couple of hot females I know... (aka Jessika, Rachel, DJ, Jenn, Amanda.) And one very cool Chimer (Aka Andy).  Tomorrow.. Geoff, Dan, Brandon.. and I dont know who else are going to be coming as well. True! Madd (two D's) good times in the big O.

Hurricane :: Sucked major ass. I have no electric, hot ( Read more... )

I'm in my new place.......

And things are FUCKING AWESOME!!!

Other than the occasional psycho Roommate (that's supposed to be moving out) goes all "Witch craft, I wanna throw phone books... balls.... and bracelets .... Howling at the moon... cant stand her, want her to leave early" type thing, everything is great.

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David, Dan, and Geoff leave today. He's going to New Orleans for 3 weeks with red cross. Just like those guys to do something like this... always trying to help where ever they can [L2S]. I'm worried, but I know that they will be okay. They are very strong emotionally and physically. I'm very proud of them.

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Today absolutely sucked ass.

I think the only good park is when I said "fucked" to Dan... and the look on his face was priceless. Gotta love Dan.

ridiculous me....

:::Moving:::

So besides the random phone call I recieved at 5 in the morning..... I think I'm doing very well for myself. I'm looking forward to moving in with two of the coolest girls known to man kind [Kerri and Chelsea], And I'll be doing it without the help of anyone else. Finally... it's me. I've lived with so many people within the past 3 ( Read more... )

He called....... [Finally. My heart sank to my feet]

I cried.....

I'm so stupid.

I speak in riddles so my words dont get in my way......

Ridiculous me.....

Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth, and back
And that's all I need
Don't build your world around
Volcanoes melt you down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

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I would love to personally meet the person who makes people [high school/ college students] get up so damn early in the morning to take important tests. So I can punch him/her in the face. It's like they want us to fail so they send us out when we're not able to function......... I'm mad. And very fucking tired. Now if they would have said "Hey, ( Read more... )