Im back from vacation. Its amazing how much you can learn from traveling and just witnessing how other people live- i wish i could do it more often. Im completly jealous of andrea- she gets to experience a whole nother culture. Lucky.

I guess I learned quite a bit. Of course it leads me to question just as much as i always have- i kept asking ( Read more... )

Well- summer- social life and work- rat in the skimmers one day at the pool- need i say more? Im getting ready to leave on vacation- only like 16 hrs away- blah! Im going to be stuck babysitiing all the little kids the whole time- and ill hear about how im getting fat from my grandma when i wear a swimsuit- and then prob ill learn sumthing new ( Read more... )

all this past years juniors are officially recognized as seniors now yay! congrats grads!!!!

"Down to the river below.... I'm drowning in the inferno- I'll take all the blame- the front page and the fame...." my new favorite song of the moment- switching back into punk mode from my semi classic state i guess. Theres really no explanation for my actions- as always. Im getting scared for sats- AHHH!!!!! what if i do horribly and feel like i ( Read more... )

life in general sux.... that is all.....

   so ive come to realize- things will never be like how they used to- thats growing up right? so i started talking to chris again.... just as friends- im still with kevin. Kevin keeps me sane. Sometimes i dont appreciate it- like when he talks about how his ex gf is "perfect"- yes he told me that- then i get just a lil upset and doubt myself for ( Read more... )

the world is going to shit. The second dog this week on my street got ran over today. He also died. I petted what parts of him weren't bloody and told him it was ok, but what else can u do. He's eyes were scary. Vague, they were searching... what was he searching for? the end, the beginning? im pissed at everyone lately- just a forewarning... ( Read more... )

I've seen Death dance. She held a balde in her perfect white teeth, and fluttered across her stage in satin red pointe shoes. The audience knew no voice, and were hushed by her sorrowful movements. She captured beauty, her hair cascading down around her gaunt face and frame. She was broken, in too many ways to count, yet she continued. She leaped ( Read more... )

it's running through my veins, this uneasy feeling, knowing somethings happening, could it be an ending? reading fairy tales does nothing for it now.... the secrets out. The media hounds will start pounding, cameras flashing uneasiness never ceasing, its over... cant stop the heart now... secrets out. The touch of death on the skin, creamy white, ( Read more... )

   So last night was the first time ive written in what feels like years... i think i need to update things just a tad. Im trying out for social committee and jazz co this week- very very VERY stressful, theres all these projects due, things r good with kevin however, but i feel like i have a friend whose mad at me. I'm not exactly sure how to ( Read more... )