holy shit, i havent written in this thing in over a year! looking back at my older entries *cough* oh...my...god... i was such a dumb little freshman, it's kinda embarrasing to read them !xD. i seem to have had nothing but boy troubles, and the occasional homicidal thoughts about my dad. well i'm really bored right now, and i really want a beer. ( ( Read more... )

as some may have already guessed, i no longer post in my live journal anymore. so everyone ( and possibly rory...), here's where i post now ^^.

http://m15tr355.deadjournal.com/

today was absolute shit. i need to make ammends for my mistakes, my friends are being wrongly accused. i cut a class today, because i feel absolutley humiliated just being there. of course i didnt get away with it. it was my first time avoiding a class completley. i almost snapped at angelina. although she's a very nice girl she has tested my full ( Read more... )

damn...damn...damn! T_T
i couldnt find my deadjournal code for a long time, and now i cant use it! i_i
well, hopefully it's going to someone who desperatley needs one. wahh, damn!

yaaa! i'm spending lunchie with hannah! the best part of the day! weee ( Read more... )

the majority of my week was completley wasted on our family trip to portland. i've been trying to think of a way to make amends for a crappy vacation, but i have to work in order to leave the house in one piece. @_@ i suppose it wasnt all too bad, because on our way there it started snowing in weed. :D ( Read more... )

i be in zee computer lab, and i should be getting to my class soon... acutally i'm having too much fun, be cause no one suspects a thing. :D i went to the doctors today and they did an eeg on me. i have adhesive on each place they probed me, and i feel disgusting.>_<
okies best be going, now 'less i want to get caught here. ^o^ fat chance

tis tuesday, and the sophmores have started their exit exams. *sigh* continues tomorrow too. after i did the english portion of the test, i stole one of the bagles from the teachers lunch. ^O^ rory has been gone for a while now. i miss him to death, but i'm also enjoying my independence. :) lunch with the gang was lots of fun, especialy when danni ( Read more... )

hmmm...it seem that i should change my icon for once, because disturbed is taking their time releasing their next album. i noticed that alot of people address me in a high pitch voice; cute but somewhat erie. O_O my imagination was running wild today. i feel like i am able to start writing again, so i'll add on to athena. ^_^ i accidently dumped ( Read more... )

it feels like i have no one to reach out to. everyday it gets harder and harder to talk without complaining, and i cant bear to think that one of my best friends is feeling resentful towards me. i want to apologize, but i dont know if she'll listen.