al is the mucksucking sludge monster from the deeper depths of neither heaven nor hell. i_i he's upset because i'm getting a D in prealgebra, and beacause of his constant insults i'm starting to become even more overwhelmed. I suck at math...serious to god. to al, getting a D suddenly reflects my intellegence. he's been trying to keep me working ( Read more... )

i be at the boys and girls club right now, and i pray that no one looks over my shoulder. it's firday! (finally) T_T the girls that i stand with in the locker room, are being ridiculous. i just want to be in and out of that place as quickly as i can, without any harassment about my body. not to mention there's someone waiting for me upstairs most ( Read more... )

it's either thunder and lightning, or the kids next door are making a ruckus. i am relieved that rory is alright, and emotionally, things are much better. ^_^ jeri and i went out, and i got the sketch pad that i desired. and otherwise, i am incredibly bored. i suppose it's abit too late for me to call and tell rose that i'm grounded. T_T we wanted ( Read more... )

this weekend is going by terribly. i cant go outside, cant go any where or see anyone and al expects me to do extra math in my spare time. now i remember why i hated him. perhaps i cant handle the truth as well as i thought, because his insults cut me deep. i dont need him or hannah to call me stupid. i dont need to be reminded. if i fail, then so ( Read more... )

i never thought that i'd ever want to resent someone as much as al. actually he and dj are just a petty nuscance in my world now, but its these girls i have pe with. for about as long as school has been in session. i had never talked to or even made any sort of contact with them, and they were talking shit about some of my friends. i just told them ( Read more... )

today is valentines day and i should be feeling happy right now but things have been so nasty. i know it's not somthing i should get carried away about, but yesterday hannah told me that i was an imbecile. i realize that sometimes i may do some pretty stupid things with out realizing it, but then ashley put in bluntly that i was a dumb ass. i was ( Read more... )

yay! rory's birthday totally rocked! ^o^
i got a haircut today, finally. before, al always teased me about my "prince valliant hair do" -_-, and now he says i look like a woman from "desperate house wives". need i say, what a boring show. >_< there's nothing really new or interesting happening in the world of sydney. marc and sara are soo cyooote ( Read more... )

i am in a great state of relief. -__-~* rory called me around 5 o'clock this evening, so i asked him why he was'nt at school today. he just told me "you'll see soon" , and that he'd be over to visit. so i got all anxious which made me hyper. i ran up and down the stairs, bounced off the couch a few times and when i finally initiated landing i made ( Read more... )

Hellooo! I'm supposed to be in art right now, but i got out for a while and now I'm with Hannah H. ^_^ just recently i ran into danni and marc, who were explaining about the "evil saftey pins". i didnt see rory-kun this morning so i'm a little worried. gaaah!!! rory's mom, what did you do with him this time ( Read more... )

today was alright. i ran into hannah and rory, we all went to lunch with danni and katya. i'm still feeling a bit disconnected. i dont know if it's somthing i'm doing or not doing, but i seem to be getting alot of sceptial looks from the people i usally hang out with. it's driving me crazy, and i just want to know if there's somthing wrong. latley ( Read more... )