okay, sorry about that. ^_^' i'm at dream lan with rory right now and just recently john yelled at me for not using my membership account to use the internet. tee hee! i'm abit embarassed but, realy now, nothing major. the pulled me out of art early today so i missed lunch. i was hoping to see danni and katya this afternoon because i have alot of ( Read more... )

everything is back the way it should be with me and rory. a few nights ago i told him exactly how i felt, and all i can say is that we'll be just fine. ^_^

i'm still concerned about my relationship with rory. he's been showing little or no affection at all, even when i drop subtle hints. well, he told me last night that he had used up his energy showing affection. i dont know what to do now, he's in a completley different universe and i feel close to giving up. even though i said i trusted him i cant ( Read more... )

hannah came back to school today! i just want to be alone today.
yesterday i had my first kiss with a girl i_i. allie wanted to give me a friendly peck on the cheek, but i turned my head and she got my lips. xD

tonight my family and i went out to celebrate jeri's birthday, which al completley ruined for her. he bitched all the way to the restraunt and back, it was a horrible evening. full of gross belching and doody jokes. half the time he bitched about what a nutcase (me) he has to put up with all the time in front of my uncle and his girlfriend. and uh ( Read more... )

Finals are over! On to Christmaaas! ^o ( Read more... )

Weee! I'm at Rory's house and he's just being soo cyute right now^o^!!! Blahhh, I ate too muuuuuch! >_well after school got out roy took me up to the bus stop to get a ride to his house. turns out that the lady driving our bus was my old bus driver leslie. Grrruuuumblle....she wouldnt let me ride so we waited forever for Rory's stepmum to pick him ( Read more... )

I am in the library at school right now, and it's like 2:20, so I'mma be here until school get out. Some people may be thinking 'Oh my god! Shes cutting classes!!!' but no. The school was testing me for learning disabilities, and seeing if I qualify for special ed. I just got done from another set of tests I've been doing for the past week. It's ( Read more... )

I have a little confession to make. While I was in PE doing yoga today, I was finally able to figure out what was troubling me. I am jealous...extremely jealous of Rory. I did'nt realize it at first, but I've been having these terrible thoughts about him. Alot of people came up to me today and asked me things like, "where's Rory?" "have you seen ( Read more... )

i'm at the boys and girls club right now. It's like 5:30 already and no one had come to pick me up yet. :(
then again, better here than at home >_< *shudders* It was a mistake to get my hopes up about Rory coming to school today. When I did'nt see him today I started weeping a little;and for the rest of the day I just been so...blaaaaah. My Dad ( Read more... )