I'm not dead or anything. I just haven't been able to get online because out of complete stupidity I managed to spill yet another glass of water on the powerbook. Seeing as it doesn't fucking work anymore, and I've been going through withdrawel and despite my stupid complaints about apple (for $3000 they couldn't put a thin sheath of rubber under ( Read more... )

So after being informed that my first computer (a Compaq with a whopping 64MB of RAM, 15Gig hard drive, and 600Mhz processor) was sitting at my mom's house (when I got a laptop I gave it to my little sister until she got a laptop) I went up there to pick it up. I needed to go up there anyway to go on the internet and shop for a new computer. Anyway ( Read more... )

Out with the old; in with the new. That's what I'm aiming for this year. The roommate is probably moving out and I'm dating a new boy (we watched the ball drop and made fun of Dick Clark tonight). I might get a new apartment in the next few months (undecided still -- reading apartment ratings can be scary -- even scarier reading the ones from MY ( Read more... )

The last month has been chaotic. The pilot thing is no more. He can go fuck himself ( Read more... )

So it's been a really shitty week in a lot of ways, but good in others ( Read more... )

I think I am easily becoming the most impatient person on the planet. I think I can attribute this in part to my job, where part of it relies on sitting, waiting for this certain program to work; sometimes it doesn't work and you can really only guess. After an hour of waiting it drives you crazy. Is it going to work? Or isn't it? And then you have ( Read more... )

So I put like a few hundred miles on my car this weekend. Went to Daytona Saturday (wasn't asked to work, thank god). Hung out w/ the boy. We ate weird food and went to a club and then had more weird food (egyptian pizza is not safe...that was not the boy's idea, btw, or mine). Then I took off down i-95 (one of the few stretches of long ass ( Read more... )

Have I bothered to mention I'm back at work? Day shift. It turns out I only hate waking up at 5am as much as I hate waking up at any time before 9am. At least I get off at 3 this way. The problem is I really can't sleep as early as I should be (yet) so I'm really sleep deprived ( Read more... )

So I'm on this stupid internet dating website 'cause my roommate made me. I sometimes chat w/ people but most of them just want cyber sex or phone sex or sex in general and while sex in general is a good thing, I'm not too keen on banging people I haven't met (except maybe James Marsden if he fixes his hair). But anyway, I actually met a decent guy ( Read more... )

I am so scared of being alone. I always want to latch onto a guy, even when I tell myself I don't or I am not attached. Sometimes there is even an overlap. One is not doing his job of being latched onto so I grab another and I try to make both do at least a half assed job of being a friend ( Read more... )