It's been a while. A long while. I have so much to write that I don't even know where to start. I feel like I'm losing control. First I move out. Then I move back and my mom wants me out. Then there's Eddie. God knows I love him so much. I can't even begin to describe how he makes me feel. And he's in jail because of something that he didn't even ( Read more... )

Wow. Interesting day today so far. I reall don't know if Taylor is worth all this trouble. I mean...first it was not calling me back, then it was going to the mall with out me, now I'm getting hate messages from his brother? What the fuck is that? I mean thats bullshit enough as it is and on top of that he lives in Jackson so I'll barely ever see ( Read more... )

Memories. And not good ones either. So yah I had plans (or so I thought) to go to the mall with Taylor (for anyone who doesn't know ask). Well anyways I talked to him last night about it and I said "so did you wanna go" and he said "yah I'd like to but I dont know if I'm going to feel like it." and I said ok. So I call him today and lo and behold ( Read more... )

People are the most confusing thing in my life right now. People who make plans and then break them. People who don't make plans because they know they will break them. Even people who don't answer calls or return them for fear of making plans. It's just strange to me. Maybe I won't end up out tonight after all. Today was an interesting day. Went ( Read more... )

Up until recently my motto was, "Guys, You can't live with them...end of sentence." I have always viewed the men of this city like cheap clothes. They get worn out and then they aren't good for anything. I have had the worst luck when it comes to guys. Until now. My newest catch seems to be the epitimy of all men. Just when I think he couldn't ( Read more... )

Factor low score high score Gregariousness 62% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold Sociability 62% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting Assertiveness 46% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive Poise 58% uneasy around others socially comfortable Leadership 46% stays in background prefers to lead Provocativeness 50% modest, plays ( Read more... )

I am so blah! that jackass chickadilly87 gone and said that they saw me backstabbing love4shannon. And yeah. You might guess I don't give a flying f*** what they think anymore. I'm over that ( Read more... )

hey whats up?! nothing here just sitting here watching my cousin give his phone antenna a hand job and it just jizzed on my face like 3 times yah this is what my life is reduced to ....ok now 4 times but anyways i really want a soda but he wont get me one and i dont feel like getting up and getting one my self so i sit here in all of my glorious ( Read more... )

hey whats up guys? not much here just chillin at andre's house cuz i am locked out of my own cuyz my brother is soooo special haha anyways yah i havent updated in a while cuz i have nothing really important to say and im not gonna update with some random shit that no one cares about i been sitting at home on my ass how interesting is thaty? not ( Read more... )

IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? E_MAIL ME WITH YER ANSWERS... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. lol IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ( Read more... )