Life, Life, Life....you have me hanging by a limp limb. Its going to snap soon, and I'll fall with no one to catch me or even care that I fell into the never ending abyss. I am unsure of my next move. I am ... unsure of life.

I don't know what to write. I hate writing for this class. I enjoyed the class but hate the papers. I simply am not an analytical writer. I hated English class that made me analyze stories and note every little detail and what it meant and how it was forshadowing some future plot. I am not that kind of writer or thinker. I didn't know this class ( Read more... )

I've moved on. I'm extremely happy for Tim. I'm glad he's happy and found someone he cares about. I'm sad it wasn't me because I let myself care so much, but I knew better. I wish I hadn't been the stepping stone, but such is life. Life will go on, I will go on. I wouldn't have had time for him anyways, hell I don't have time for myself as it is. ( Read more... )

Loneliness is a constant theme in my life. I make friends, but most of them are not reliable. I find that most of my friends are flakey and don't really give a shit if I'm around or not. I wish I had a friend that I could count on to be around more often. Maybe I expect too much from people. Maybe I don't expect enough from people ( Read more... )

Life, life, life....what's it about? What are we doin? Why are we here? It's crazy that we can do anything we want buy know nothing of what we want or should do. We are left just hanging out there in wind with the ability to go in ant direction but still stuck in one place. That's where I stand...ready to do anything but stuck at the same time. I ( Read more... )

Life, I'm trying to get it back together. I went to the doctor and she has me back on medicine for sleeping and anti-anxiety medicine which will help me get back on track in the short term. She has also started me back onto Vitamin D3 which will help up my levels and help lower depression symptoms ( Read more... )

I need to make myself priority. I need to do for myself and forget others. I need to love myself. I need to do for myself.

I went out on a first date last night with Tim. Tim, what can I say about Tim? Tim is a very easy going and likable guy. He owns Dublin Square and a golf course. He has it together. Everyone I met last night knew him for 15 years or more and kept telling me how great he is. Do I like him? Maybe. We seem to have a lot in common...from what he thinks ( Read more... )

The Lord will guide me and keep me in my time of need. God knows what I need and has a plan for me. I leave it to Him to get me into the place I need to be. If He feels I need something He will give it to me. I give my faith to him in making the decisions of my life. I know God knows what is best for me. I have spent a lot of time trying to do my ( Read more... )

I find that when I get stressed I become bitter. Where does this bitterness come from? I need to learn to contain it.