It's taken me almost 32 years to learn to start taking care of myself. I've begun learning to take care of my hair and how to style it. I've begun playing with makeup and learning how to do it. I have begun learning how to take care of my nails. I've even begun caring better for my teeth and learning how to actually floss. You would think these ( Read more... )

Its been a long year and a half. Many people would have broken if they had to go through everything I have. A lot of what I went through had been self induced, while others not so much. I continue to work my way through it all, but wish it would come easier. Many times I cry about it or complain about it, but I persevere and keep going. I keep ( Read more... )

I am told that I am 2 different people, one person at work and a different person outside of work. At work I am serious and not fun loving. Outside of work I am adventurous, smiley, and more easy going/go with the flow. I am somehow unable to figure out how to mix my outside of work personality, which people like, into my work personality. What ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what it is, but I have a constant feeling of guilt over my chest that rarely goes away. My mind is always running with thoughts and a majority of the time it has me feeling as if I am guilty about something. I even feel guilty about things when I did nothing to feel guilty about. Maybe it isn't specifically a guilty feeling, maybe it's ( Read more... )

I have always felt like the outsider and never the insider. I have never felt like I truly belong when I am part of something. I feel as if people only bother with me because I'm around. How can I change this ( Read more... )

Ok, time to assess how I'm doing on the goals I set a few months ago. When I set the goals, I was fully employed making the best money I have ever made in my life, be it modest income by some people's standards ( Read more... )

Well things have changed again. I am no longer living in my car in Chicago. That only lasted for about 3 days in all. I crashed and totaled my car 3 days into it and sold my car of 12 years to a junk yard....a few days later I lost my job and moved back in with my parents ( Read more... )

We choose how we live, in all aspects ts of life. Whether it's a physical place or a mental life, either way, we decide how we live. I always say that life is an adventure, and unwritten...and right now i am writing a new chapter ( Read more... )

I'm loyal, I'm kind, I have a good heart, I'm honest to a fault, I always mean well, I try my hardest in everything I do, I believe in the good in people until they show me different, I empathize for people, I don't sugar coat things...This is inately me. Why do people not see these a good things? Or to out it frankly, why does the bad in me ( Read more... )

So what if I'm a bitter person, with a chip on my shoulder, who doesn't like most people, feels that she is better than most people and thinks that she is severely under recognized. Why does that bother everyone???? I feel as if I am surrounded by people who have the same exact attributes, but for some reason society accepts them. Why am I any ( Read more... )