today was christmas and i was confronted about the seriousness and amazingness of God's mercy that led him to bring his son into this world for our salvation. I am driven to my knees before the God who saves for my family who are wandering in the darkness. Thankful that no heart is too hard, no prayer to large and no sin left unforgiven in Jesus ( Read more... )

This list was hard to think of- there are so many more songfs that i will never get sick of (some i am too embarrased to mention) so in no order .. here some are

1.        scarlet- brooke fraser

2 weary- PCT

3. foolish games- jewel

4. lullabye- billy joel

5. the suna dn teh moon- Mae

6. comfortable- john mayer

7. burn for you- john farnham

8. 36 ( Read more... )

Spoke to Adam today J gosh I miss him a lot. I remember how important communication is today and how easy it is to get lost in thoughts when I am without any words to anchor me down.

A good day

Now I am off to work until 12am.. hmm.

your grace endures forever .......

"your mind is swollen, from months of thought without release. They've taken their toll on you.."

things inside me are bundled up so tight that i do not know how to unravel how i think and feel.

today i met with Rach and we spoke alot. On the train on the way home i read Romans 8 and remembered that nothing can seperate me from the love of God ( Read more... )

i hate being scared to be near this

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tonight my sister gave me my christmas present becasue she leaves for ireland in 3 days. it is a white gold ring with diamonds in it.It is beautiful and i love it. We could not be more different in so many ways but I love her so much more than words describe..
family is a funny thing

tongiht i had one of those conversations where the person you speak to encourages and challenges you so subtly without even knowing. I want to hunger and thirst..

it feels strange to not be able to feel you near me.. i don't wnat to get used to it

yesterday i went to the beach with alice and now i have hand prints of white skin surrounded by red burn. my bum is burnt and it is hurting to sit down. we talked lots about so many things. Sometimes i can't believe how much there is to say.

He called me last night. it has been 6 months. miss you being here.

This morning i went for a run and ( Read more... )

today was emotionally draining...and sort of funny now that i think back to it ( Read more... )

i write you letters in my head constantly.. telling you all the secrets.. but when pen hits the paper the words don't come easy.

weighing more than i can bear for you to hold on to...