so whats the best way to deal with someone who easily can look you in the face after 5 years of marriage and ssay, "i dont like who you are as a person"
wow.
intense.
the fact of the matter is, he doesn't like who he is...or he is trying to make this easier for him by making me hate him.
its working.
i deserve better.

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they are making a movie from this comic...interesting.....Keanu Reeves as John and Gavin ROSSDALE?!? as Balthazar.....

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So nevershop drew me, finally...yes the artist....
It makes me feel powerful and sexual, and just really damn cool.

So if you think its cool, check out his Deviant Art Gallery


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so fuck this no more Effexor crap.
ill be on it for the rest of my life, and thats fine with me.
i like myself better on it than off.
strated to get all angerfied with the boys and easily frustrated.
doctors appt. making in the AM