new years for me was Great. it was really a life changing expirance. I got to hang out with 2 of my best friends and make new ones. Had a lot of time to talk about everything, like life decisions and goals, it really helped put things into perspective. I am now actively looking for a job out there. it made me realize it is time to start fresh ( Read more... )

Adrian Vigneault August 23 at 11:26am ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about when I left for florida. I remember all my friends comming with me to fudruckers to say bye, and then my mom and Destinee comming with me to the train station. I was so blinded with excitement that I didn't think more into the situation. it wasn't until later that she told me when I got on the train they both cried ( Read more... )

all I wanted for christmas was a phonecall from her. She knew that but I still didn't get one. I know she's been stressed out and everything with work and the holidays, but it's the little things that really matter sometimes. sometimes I think to myself if I'm obsessing over her. then again thats why I write here. I need to just vent ( Read more... )

today I went to work like normal, and got a phone call from Susan, Destinee's mom. She sounded really happy, but I was busy and told her I would call her back when I was finished working on the car that had to be done by 3 and I had a bunch of work left to do on it. Then I recieved some texts from her, which sounded really strange and were all ( Read more... )

Yes it snowed! A LOT! and for once in a while it made me really happy. I had a fun weekend and just enjoyed driving around and watching everything become covered. know makes me think of eskimos and snowflakes. Those were nicknames of destinee. I remember how happy she used to get when it snowed, it was so adorable. she would do a snow dance ( Read more... )

this is gonna be short I think. done with 3 final exams, 1 test and 1 paper to go. I'm drained. I just hope I passed everything, and it will all be worth it in the end. my brothers kitten came into my room when I was typing my paper. I was sitting against the wall on my bed and she came and climbed up onto my shoulder where there is a collage ( Read more... )

I was thinking this morning while at work about her again. I was also thinking on how so meny people end up getting married just because its the next logical step in the relationship. I think this is partly why half of all marriages fail. it should be more then just a next step. it should be because you are so deeply in love with the person ( Read more... )

I just finished 2 finals in a row. the first one was my religion class, the test took me from 4:40 to 7:15 and that was rushing in order to get to my next final at 7:30. I don't want to do anymore school work tonight, but I have to finish stuff up for my class tomorrow ( Read more... )

All I have been doing from when I wake up till I fall asleep is think of her. I think about how she wanted to get married, and I was afraid of commitment. I didn't know what I wanted. then I came upon a realization that she's all I want. she's been there with me through everything together. this Epiphany came too late. I broke her heart so ( Read more... )