its hard. I'm going to try and keep my mind busy and get through this. it's when I hear her voice my heart starts beating faster and I get flooded with emotions. I feel like I can't breath and I start shaking. I pray everyday for a change. for a chance of hope. and every time I hang up, I hang up frusterated and for lack of a better word sad. ( Read more... )

ever get so mad that your eyes cannot even focus and you want to kill someone, and your hands cant stop shaking because the adreneline is pumping through you to shove your fist through a persons skull ( Read more... )

things have been going kinda weird the past few days, plus the last of the flock are leaving for college pretty much by the end of this week. the good thing is though, there's still people to chill with, and on top of that, nova is going quite well. i kinda got this feeling that my english teacher is a nut, but o well. i called in sick today for ( Read more... )

god damn everyone is leaving.

i guess i gotta just hold down the fort for now.

pc up
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it was one intrestering weekend. me and mason are officaly gods on brandons BP table, and hell dare i say it, ANY table. talked to Jen till like 4 last night, then i had to go to work at 8am, and now im still goin strong. i chilled with ash today and carter, which was cool cause we def caught up on old times, and the elevator in her house is ( Read more... )

this gaping hole in my chest is filled with disease.

i just saw In Flames, A i lay Dying, and Kill switch Engage, and tomarrow is Atreyu, and from autem to ashes.

its gonna be INSAINE.

fractured my nose in the pit and chipped my teeth, but its all been fun

pc

"Through the night and into Sunday morning, Iraqis set fire to the long line of abandoned vehicles, jumping on the hoods and beating them with sticks. "

still wondering why we cant beat these camel riding sand suckers.

darkness has come and overfilled my sight ( Read more... )