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I wish I still had it in me to tell you how I feel through this thing, but I just feel like it has all been said. -
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Yea so I know this isn't a poetry journal but it is part of how I feel about things which I guess is what this journal is. Yes, Samantha who would be the only one who would know this, this is highly indebted to Alysia Harris's The 11th Hour, but you know it isn't half as good.
Part 1
Left to draw out the images of so close played to the tune of hope
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Fracture my fears into mosaics clear enough to see through
I feel small. I fell like I have squished myself into a small box and all I do is project slides of myself. Can there be such a thing as too self-reflective? I think so, because the deeper I look the more I find myself contradictory. I can't put the pieces together. Am I like a puzzle with wrong pieces? (I love metaphors) Does that mean I can ( Read more... ) -
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Okay, so those of you in regular contact with up and coming teenagers do you ever feel like we have passed our feelings onto them? That energy, that ache, that franticness, anger, hurt, intensity. I don't know I feel uneasy realizing that these kids are going there when I feel like I am coming out of it.
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Harry Potter!
So, I am going to be a total nerd, but I have some things to say about Harry Potter. First of all, I think with the onset of the movies, you forget how tragic everyone's deaths really were. Like Harry's parents were 21 when they were killed. Everyone else never got to hit forty. Yes, there is something tragic about Snape as an old man having loved ( Read more... ) -
I guess its back to poetry for me
Today I looked down at the dark side of my hand, saw a freckle and I thought of you ( Read more... ) -
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Let me just pitch a fucking fit here and don't tell me I can't because I am foreign country. I can pitch a fit where ever I goddamn please ( Read more... ) -
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Is it lying to construct your stories differently for different people? Not like, not telling something or changing facts, but like changing the tone...how it seems you may feel about it to keep it in line with who this person thinks you are or who you are to that person ( Read more... ) -
Samantha and I's hierarchy of men
Just wanted to record it somewhere. Correct me if I am wrong Samantha.
Latin man
Latin man who speaks Spanish
Latin man who speaks Spanish and dances
Latin man who speaks Spanish who dances and has a nice body
Latin man who speaks Spanish who dances and has a nice body and whose mother likes you <- the epitome of greatness -
Porque somos algo mas (lol)
I am going to dedicate this entry to Julian because we have been friends for awhile now and I hope and have feeling that we will be friends for awhile longer and I have such affection for him. I am glad that I met him and that we have had the kind of relationship we have had. And I am glad that he is being a leader although I would really prefer ( Read more... )