i posted this on a myspace bulletin also...

anyway.

my theory on girls:

we are blind when it comes to a truely [[amazing]] guy. the fact of the matter is, we don't see how amazing you are because all we can focus on are the boys who've used us, hurt us, cheated on us, ect. in the past. so to us, you're all the same. then we tend to retaliate on ( Read more... )

random pictures.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee my best friend.


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i don't even know what i'm thinking about, specifically.

besides a million things.

i can't sleep, it's 3am. i feel like a matchbox 20 song.

do you ever just have melancholy nights? that are just... empty.

right now here in independence i can't get past what my life is today. a mess. a job i have the most disdain for that it's ridiculous.

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okay, so i had this dream+it woke me up at 4am. i can't get back to sleep. it's kinda gnarle/awkward/weird.

dream//nightmare.so, idk some things happened to where i was just over life, in it's entirety. so i got a gun. [[just apperared, like things in dreams do.]] +i didn't want to fell any pain. i shot myself in the head 4 times. [[gnarle.]] ( Read more... )

soooooooooo old. &&stolen from jessi two years ago...

We can cuddle, skin against skin. I'll show you all my favorite horror movies. I'll come up behind you when you're on the computer and give you an upside down kiss. I promise my lips can be soft. And they're always flavored because I love chapstick. I'll give you long, tight hugs so you leave ( Read more... )

ford models.

red eye flight to LA On the 12.
loews beverly hills hotel.
FATsuite.
&&fake name.
any suggestions?
haha.

monday//
meeting with ford executives.
::contract signing::
introduction to ford.
tour of agency.
hair. [[extensions, lmao]]
meet with make-up artist.
&&affiliated companies.
formal dinner.

tuesday//valentine's day [[lame]]
portfolio shoot. 4am.
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my life is so fucking insane right now.

INSANE.

i finally did it, bitches.


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question.

should i pierce my lip? left side. little diamond stud. i am in love with it.


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