Tony left about 20 mins ago. Him, Shannon, and I went to the mall earlier. and then he came over her (at Shannons) we had fun ;-), but, he is still going out with texas, so he was an 'asshole' and cheated on her, but, he loves me, and I love him. If he wasnt so difficult, they would have already been broken up. He bought me the cutest bear. it is ( Read more... )

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I went to 'Club Infinity' (aka fagzone/teenzone) tonight. They have like a twister board painted in the middle of the floor (twister was pretty fun) and they have a new back porch you can go out on. I had a pretty good night. I really relized how much tony means to me. I love him so much... he loves me too. we just have to get texas out of the ( Read more... )

I have decided to never love again. you never get anything except for heartache and pain. It isnt worth it. I'm going to be a coldhearted bitch. I'm going to live up to my name as frosty. Now, wait a week, and I will be in love. But, I do really need time to just think, and sort out all my emotions, and figure out what I am going to do at satellite ( Read more... )

Luke has to move. To Ft. Lauderdale. He called me up earlier. He sounded like he was crying. I dont know what I'm going to do. I cant even hug Tony now because of his bitchy girlfriend. This sucks major ass. I have just lost the two guys who ment something to me. I'm such an idiot. What the hell was I thinking when I broke up with Tony? Was I on ( Read more... )

Tony asked Jamie whatever her last name is (everyone calls her texas) out last night. like, right after I broke up with him, he couldn't even wait 24hours. I guess I'm only mad because I'm jelous. I expected everything to stay the same. I'm just stupid, and, I didnt expect him to jump into another relationship so fast. ::sigh:: and luke got his ( Read more... )

( read convo with tony here )

Tony and I got back together yesterday. I had to like beg him to let me come over. I knew if I went over, he would relize how much he missed me, and loved me. It worked. But,I don't know if its going to work out or not. ( read more here )

so we just got back from the beach. Shannon's brother let me and Shannon drive. It was so funny, Shannon kept driving in the gutter, and i was like "gutter!!! STOP!! YOUR GOING TO HIT THE CAR!!" and Shannons brother was like "get outta the car, you failed." so then it was my turn to drive. He said I did pretty good. Everything was fine except for ( Read more... )

Today is the last day of spring break. :( I'm sad. I don't want it to end yet. we go back to school tomorrow. :(. no fair. but, I get to see all my friends, so I guess its okay that we go back. god, I'm going to have to answer every ones questions about me and Tony breaking up. I'll probably ending up telling them to mind their own business. lol. ( Read more... )