i wish i believed in something again.

Beneath the quiet exterior, INFJs hold deep convictions about the weightier matters of life. Those who are activists -- INFJs gravitate toward such a role -- are there for the cause, not for personal glory or political power ( Read more... )

weird dreams ( Read more... )

there was a lot of weird stuff about Scrubs, characters from Scrubs, specifically Turk and Carla, with a little Zach Braff (as Zach Braff, not JD) towards the end, but also Zach Braff was sort of Che. anyway, the two big things i remember are that i was going to have some major surgery on my throat tomorrow and i was terrified. terrified of how ( Read more... )

well, i made it through the day. though it was a little weird and i felt out of my element for a lot of it. also, got a wicked sunburn. sucks ( Read more... )

game night was the best it's ever been last night. no, that's not true. i won't say that. it was the BIGGEST it's been, but it's good when it's small too. we had a good size crowd, played taboo, laughed a lot, ate good food. yeah. and today i'm up bright and early to go garden all day long at this new progam i'm doing??? i don't know, i feel ( Read more... )

i had IM/hypoglycemia anxiety dreams last night. basically i was at IM for the weekend and i got there in the morning and was feeling hypoglycemic and didn't feel like i had enough food and was concerned that i didn't even have enough food at home. and as usual there was a lot of heavy stuff coming up for people in the group and i didn't feel ( Read more... )

presidential candidate barack obama is drawing record crowds on his campaign and has been placed under the protection of the secret service due to various hate mail and racist threats, though nothing specific. so, who thinks he'll make it to november '08 without being assassinated by racists (a convenient good ol' boy scapegoat) or dying in some ( Read more... )

i don't know if it was the lamb i ate (first time since i was eight years old, and it made me nauseous then, too) or for some reason the aloe juice i just opened yesterday (though that makes no sense) or the beans in the minestrone my mom made for dinner or the brisket (please, god, not the brisket!) or new supplements or just pms/period related, ( Read more... )

crazy dreams last night that i have now mostly forgotten. part of it was in space, in the future, with lazers and whatnot, sorta like BSG in that there was some mighty alien/robot force that was threatening to annihilate us. intense. then something that was sort of like War of the Worlds in that we were running away from the apocalypse in a van ( Read more... )